Hypnotised by drums (TW fanfic - Book 2/4)

Part Thirteen

Becky’s POV

I drop my Katie off at my sister, Linda’s house. “What’s up Becky?” she asks me, when she finally answers the door.

“Nothing” I lie, and she jut gives me a strange look. “Seriously, leave it. I’ll see you tomorrow” I tell her as I make my way back to my house. When I get home, I park up in my usual stop and I take a deep breathe before getting out. This is the one place I don’t want to be, but I suppose I don’t have a choice. This is my home, which I share with my boyfriend William. I love him more than anything in the world, but I can’t help but get the feeling that he maybe doesn’t feel the same about me.

*Flash Back*

I pulled up outside my house and when I got to the door, I put my key in the lock and slowly turned it to open the door. When it was finally open I walked in and went into the living room. There was no one there, which I thought was odd, seeing as though Willy is usually sitting on the sofa with his feet on the table playing on his Xbox at that time. I looked around and there was nothing to suggest that he went out, but that’s just him for you. He never warned me about going out. I went up to my room, so I could get ready to go in the shower. As I got closer to my bedroom, I could hear noises coming from my bed room. I walked in anyway to see what was going on. When I finally opened the door, I found William in bed with another woman, well I say another woman, but it was actually my best friend, well ex best friend now. Girls have always had an obsession with him. Maybe it was because of his amazing body, or it could have been the way he would make your heart melt with his beautiful and romantic words.

“What the fuck are you doing?” I shouted angrily.

“Oh, Becky. You’re home” he said, as his face dropped.

“You don’t say!” I screamed, as tears started to fall from my eyes. My ex best friend soon ran off out of the house, leaving me alone with the cheat.

“Look, Becky. I can explain” he said, as he got out of the bed and started to get dressed.

“You don’t need to. I know what’s happening and I don’t like it. How could you do this to me, again?” I shouted. By this time, he had already cheated on me three times, but it was the first time I had caught him red handed. It’s like he didn’t even care that it was hurting me.

“I’m sorry. You know what its like” he said as he put his hands on my waist and pulled me forward. I managed to wiggle out of his grip.

“No, I don’t. I don’t cheat on you, do I? I would never do that to you” I told him, but he just rolled his eyes at me.

“Becky, you know about my problem. I can’t control it. When I need it, I have to get it” he said. I hated what he did to me, but I had no choice but to forgive him, after all I love him.

*Present day*

I walk into the house and today is different to yesterday. William is actually sitting in the living room today. “Hey babe” he says, as he stands up and walks towards me.

“Hi” I sigh.

“What’s up?” he asks, as he rolls his eyes. I hate it when he does that, but that’s just another thing I have to deal with.

“What do you think” I say, as I look down. He’s made me weak and all his cheating makes me feel worthless. I want to walk away, I really do, but love is love and there’s no fighting it. Who’s going want me anyway, I’m a mess.

“For God’s sake, Becky” he sighs and at that moment his phone starts to ring.

“Who’s that?” I ask him, and he runs to the sofa, where his phone is. I run after him, to try and see who it is, knowing he will probably decline the call and then hide his phone from me. That’s what normally happens.

“It was Dom” he says, before I could see it. “Seriously, you need to stop being so paranoid. So I cheated on you, so what? I thought we were over that. You know about my condition” he sighs.

“It’s not a condition, Will. It’s a problem and problems can be fixed, but you just don’t want to. If you loved me, you would stop all of this” I tell them. Will was diagnosed with what is called ‘Sex addiction’ six months ago and ever since then he’s been cheating on me and I can’t help but feel stupid. When he isn’t demanding sex off of me, he’s getting it from other people and although I know about four of the people so far, I just know there’s more and it’s destroying both me and my life.