Grant's Revenge

Chapter 52

Grant

Fucks! Candice! Why are you playing mind games with me? You and Jen are messing up my brain.

She did it on purpose. Para ipamukha sakin that I should stop doing stupid things just because I am mad. But I am not. I am not even thinking of using someone, mas lalo na si Hariette. We're just friends. Since then, even until now. And how many times do I have to say, Hariette is straight? Gosh!

Will I ever survive a day without Jen again? Just the mere thought that she's gone, totally out of my life is making me insane. Candice knew it. That's why she's planning to take Jen away from me. She's making sure that if I mess up, I'll get no point in return. It's either I put everything at stake, or gets nothing at all.

Jen is not a piece na gusto ko lang for a certain reason. I should accept even her worst flaw. No matter how much it hurts. No matter how fucked up it is. Because Jen knew how fucked up I am but she still choose to put all her bets in me and take the risk at all cost. I have to make it fair for her too.

Candice knew it. And she's manipulating Hariette and Jen without them noticing.

"Princess, talk to me please? Are you still mad?"

Umiling lang sakin si Jen. Pero yung itsura naman ng mukha nito halatang naiiyak pa din.

Is she as scared as I am? Fudge, Grant. She's really making you lose your mind.

"I am really sorry." Naiiyak na din ako. Kasi naman nakakagalit kaya yung naririnig ko na pambubuyo sa kanya ni Candice. That kid! Wala talaga itong kinatatakutan.

"Are you really planning to divorce me?"

Napayuko naman ako ng ulo to admit my guilt. I just can't lie to her.

There, talagang umiyak na naman si Jen. Pagkatapos ay tumayo. Kinuha nito yung luggage nito at sinimulan mag-impake ng damit mula sa dresser nito.

"Hey!" Awat ko naman na kinukuha yung damit na pinaglalagay nito sa maleta pagkatapos ay ibinabato sa sahig. "It was just a random thought. I am not really so sure kung kakayanin ko nga iyon."

"Pero naisip mo pa din!"

"Oo nga. Pero hindi ko pa naman ginawa."

"Pero naisip mo nga!"

"Kaya nga. Pero hindi ko pa nga ginagawa. Ni hindi ko nga alam kung kaya ko e."

Ibinato ni Jen sakin yung mga damit nya. Sa mismong mukha ko pa. Sadista talaga ito! Ang sakit kaya mabato ng pantalon sa mukha.

"Saan ka natulog nung mga nakaraang araw?"

"Sa kwarto ni Sammie. Kagabi sa kwarto ni Hariett—"

Hindi pa ako natatapos magsalita ay sunod-sunod nang nagliparan yung mga iba pang damit nito.

"Gosh! Can you just please calm down first?"

"Oh, don't tell to my inner self to just shut the fuck up!"

Nagulat ako sa pagtaas ng boses ni Jen. Is she really mad at me? And she says the word fuck. It really sounded so hot.

Pero dahil nga umiiyak na ito sa sobrang inis sakin ay mas lalo naman akong naguilty na asarin pa ito.

"I slept at a vacant room. Hariette and Candice are working in the lab last night. Si Alli doon natulog sa room ni Candice kasi. So I was left with no choice."

"Bakit hindi ka tumabi kay Sammie?"

"She called Terry. Magkaskype sila the whole night. She's so loud. Panay pa yung tawa nya at mukhang lovesick puppy doon sa dwendeng asawa nya. I can't sleep in her room." Reklamo ko pa. "Saka, hello. Why would I cheat you on a friend? Bukod sa papatayin talaga ako ni Alli, I already learned my lesson the hard way back Aria days. I won't ever do it again."