I was sitting on the side of my bed & heard footsteps approaching near my door.
I looked up and seen Chibs walking through the door, running his fingers through his hair.
"Hey." He mumbled, sitting beside me.
"How'd you go?"
"He's got demons like the rest of us." He shrugged.
I nodded and he sighed.
"Where'd you go tonight?"
"Party."
"Gemma & Clay don't know I'm guessing?"
I smiled and he grinned, looking at the floor.
"Reminds me of when I was your age."
"Twenty years ago?"
"Aye, watch yourself." He laughed and I smirked.
"How was the party?" He grinned, running his fingers through his hair.
"It was good." I shrugged and he smiled.
"Remember much of it?"
I grinned and ran my fingers through my hair, looking Chibs over.
"Sorry for waking you up."
"That's okay, Juicy needed a brother."
I nodded and he stood up, smiling.
"I'm gonna head back to bed."
I nodded and watched him leave my room.
Chibs was half naked in my bedroom.
On my bed, with me.
I couldn't stop thinking about him.
I had so many visions of how I wanted to talk to him about what I was feeling.
But I couldn't.
I couldn't face him to talk about it.
I was kidding myself to think he'd go for it.
He was older than my brother for gods sake.
A few years younger than my mom & Clay.
You're 20 Jade.
Chibs is 40.
"Fuck it." I sighed, pulling my top off & wearing my sluttiest bra & panties.
I walked down the hallway and thanked god none of the guys were here to see me wearing this.
I walked into Chibs' room and walked over to his bed.
"You okay... holy shit." He mumbled, seeing my lingerie.
I lifted the blanket & he laid frozen, watching me.
I went under the blanket and noticed he was sleeping naked.
Mm, this made it easier for me.
I wrapped my lips around his shaft and heard him groan.
His hands went into my hair and guided my throat deeper onto him.
"Fuck." He moaned & I licked his tip, gagging on him.
I stopped & crawled up his body, face to face with him.
"Jade, what the hell are you doing?" He groaned, staring up at me.
"What I've wanted to do for so fucking long." I whispered on his lips, slowly sucking them.
He moaned and wrapped his arms around my waist and I grinned, moving my panties to the side and sliding onto his member.
He groaned loudly & I started riding him, god he was huge.
I moaned and unclipped my bra, letting my boobs free.
He took my nipple in his mouth and I grabbed a fistful of his hair.
