"Jade?" I heard the Irish accent coming from my bathroom.
"Mm?" I answered, getting into bed.
"What's this?"
I turned to him and my face dropped.
"Oh god."
"Jade, this is a pregnancy test."
I said nothing & he walked closer to me.
"A positive one."
"I know."
"Are you pregnant?"
"Chibs..."
"Just be honest with me."
A tear dropped from my eye and he frowned.
"I'm really sorry. We haven't been using condoms and it just happened..."
"You're pregnant?"
I nodded & the tears fell down my face.
"How positive are you that it's mine?" He sighed, running his fingers through his hair.
"100%. I haven't been with anyone but you."
He nodded and rubbed his forehead.
"I'm sorry." I sobbed & he sighed.
"I'm sorry too. I should've been smarter about this."
"So what do you want to do?" I asked him, holding my belly.
"I don't know how to say this Jade.." He started & my eyes widened.
"You want to get rid of it?"
"I know it's not what you want to hear but we've only been having casual sex for a few months Jade, I don't think either of us need or want this."
"I know."
"You're so young still, a baby would just slow you down & I'd never be around. I never see the daughter I have now anyways."
"I'll organise an appointment."
He nodded and scratched his head.
"I've gotta go."
I nodded and watched him leave, putting a cigarette in his mouth as he did.
I sat on the bed and looked down at my stomach.
"I'm so sorry baby."
How could he just leave me in here like that?
We were basically dating & he's always been there for me, my whole life.
Did he hate me for getting pregnant?
Was he mad?
Was he embarrassed?
I grabbed my bag & walked outside of the clubhouse & seen Jax with Chibs.
I kept my head down & walked towards my car when Colby's car arrived in the parking lot.
Oh god no.
I seen the guys heads turn to us & I avoided eye contact with them, glaring at Colby.
"What are you doing here?"
"Wanna study?" He grinned, winking at me.
"Oh god no. I really need you to go." I whispered, trying to put him back in his car.
"Come on." He smirked, wrapping his arms around my waist.
I seen Jax walking over to us and I quickly pulled away from Colby.
"Let's go."
"Where?"
"Anywhere, before my brother kicks your ass."
"Sounds like a plan." He laughed, getting in the car & driving us away from the club.
"Jax really doesn't like me."
"Because you snuck into his little sisters room."
"I didn't sneak in, you made me come over, remember? All those texts you were sending me..." he grinned, putting his hand on my thigh.
"Nope, don't remember."
He laughed and I sighed.
"Can you drive me somewhere peaceful? I need a minute away."
"Sure." He smiled, driving me to the beach.
