I sat with the guys in the bar & grabbed a shot.
"Steady up." Jax laughed, pouring himself one too.
I sighed & looked over to Chibs, who was laughing with the guys.
I wanted to tell everyone so badly.
I was finally getting what I wanted with him, but it had to be kept a secret still.
"You okay Jade?" Jax pulled me out of my train of thoughts and I sighed.
"Yeah, just tired that's all."
He sighed and ran his fingers through his hair.
"You okay?" I asked, watching him & he pursed his lips.
"Yep."
He's a terrible liar.
"I think we need some girls over here." Bobby yelled and the guys all cheered.
"We won't find ones like the girls in Ohio huh Chibsy." Tig laughed & Chibs smirked at him.
My heart sank.
He slept with someone else while he was gone?
I took another shot & grabbed my phone, calling Lexi.
"Hey, wanna go out tonight?"
"Yes oh my god, I'll pick you up soon?"
"Sounds good, I'm dressing skanky."
"Sounds like a plan."
We ended the call & I walked back into my bedroom.
I grabbed my pink mini skirt, black bodysuit with cleavage & my white sneakers.
I applied make up and straightened my hair, then got a text from Lexi saying she was outside.
I grabbed my bag & left my bedroom, seeing the room surrounded with the guys & random girls.
I didn't even bother looking for him.
"Where you going?" Jax asked, looking me over.
His eyes were going blurry & I knew he was drunk.
"Out." I smiled, kissing his cheek.
"Yeah right. Be safe." He sighed, hugging me and I nodded.
"Damn Jadey." Ope laughed & I smiled.
He's so drunk.
"Oh get lost Ope." Jax laughed & shoved him away from me.
I walked outside of the clubhouse and seen Lexi's car, instantly making me smile.
I pulled a bottle of whiskey out of my bag & held it up to her as I walked out.
She cheered & I laughed, almost getting to her car.
"Where you headed?" I heard the Irish accent say from the side.
He was sitting against his bike with a cigarette in his mouth.
"Out." I said, putting the bottle back in my bag.
"You look nice." He grinned, looking me over.
I ignored him & kept walking towards her car.
"Jade!" He called out & I turned to face him.
"What?"
"You okay?" He asked, getting close to me.
"You screwed whores in Ohio?" I said, not being able to hold it back.
"Is it illegal?" He laughed, smoking again.
"I'm sorry, do you not remember who I am?" I asked, tucking a stray piece of hair behind my ear.
"Jade, come on. We're having fun, but we can still have fun with other people too."
"Well I haven't been & I didn't really want to. I didn't think that would be respectful to you."
"That's part of the life Jade. You know what you signed up for with me." He laughed and I glared at him.
"Well I want out now. I'm not going to be with someone who thinks cheating is okay."
"I don't think it's okay, I just said you know it's in this life."
"And what would you do if that was me sleeping with a guy when you left?"
"I'm not your boyfriend Jade, you can do what you want."
"Then what the hell was this?" I laughed, crossing my arms over my chest.
"Sex?"
"You grew no feelings for me at all?"
"I didn't realise I was supposed to." He said, lighting his cigarette again.
I rolled my eyes and a tear escaped my eye.
"Jade? Are you crying?"
"No." I mumbled, turning on my heel and walking towards Lexi's car.
"Get me drunk." I sighed & she patted my thigh, grinning.
"Of course baby girl, let's party." She cheered & I smiled, taking a swig of the whiskey.
