I walked outside & sat by myself, holding the test between my fingers.
The guys were all gone, so it was just me at the clubhouse.
"What in the hell am I going to do?" I whispered to myself, reading the two lines again.
I'm not in college, I can't walk around high school with a big belly on me. I still love with my parents for Christ's sake. Oh god, mom & Clay, they're going to absolutely kill me.
"Jadey?" Opie whispered from behind me & I hid the test in my shorts.
"Hey Ope." I smiled, praying to god he didn't see anything.
"Was that a..."
"What?"
Oh shit.
Please don't have seen it.
"Was that a test?"
"What test?" I laughed, trying to change the subject.
"Jade, are you pregnant?"
"God no Opie." I mumbled, standing up & not facing him.
"Jade."
I stopped in my tracks & slowly turned to face him.
"Please."
I sighed & wiped a tear from slipping down my face.
"You are?"
I looked up at him & Opie sighed.
"Is it mine?"
I shook my head and he sighed a breath of relief.
"Thanks Ope." I mumbled, heading back inside.
"I didn't mean it like that Jadey."
I kept walking & he closed the door behind us.
"How are you feeling?"
"Like I'd rather die."
"Oh come on, it's gonna be awesome."
"Yeah I'm not seeing it."
"Who's the father?"
I gulped & he tilted his head, frowning.
"Who?"
I stayed silent & I heard Chibs' voice outside.
I sighed & Opie's eyes widened.
"You slept with Chibs!" He grinned & I pushed him.
"Yell it louder why don't you Ope."
"You're carrying Chibsy's baby?"
"Oh would you like to be the one to tell him?" I asked, putting my hand over his mouth.
"Shut up." I sighed, grabbing a water out of the fridge.
"This is fucked Opie. I'm screwed."
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The guys all got back to the clubhouse & I laid in my bed.
There was a knock at my door & Jax walked in.
"How you feeling?"
"Like I'm pregnant & a big idiot."
"That's the spirit." He smiled, sitting beside me.
"Jax what the hell am I gonna do? I can't have a baby in college & I definitely can't have it with Chibs, he hates me."
"You should tell him."
"No thanks." I laughed, checking the time on my phone.
"Are you gonna wait til you get fat to say it?" He rolled his eyes & I raised my eyebrows.
