I walked inside & seen all the lights off.
I quietly walked over to the fridge & grabbed a water out.
I turned around & seen Jax with Thomas.
"Hey." I whispered & he gave me a slight smile.
"Hey, how was your night?"
"It was fun, little man not sleeping?"
"Taras having a yelling fest with mom."
"About?"
"Daycare."
I smiled and grabbed Abel from the bench as I heard them yelling down the hallway.
"Is that mommy?" Abel whispered & laid his head on my shoulder.
"It's okay mate, you go to sleep."
He rubbed his eyes and I heard more footsteps.
Chibs walked out shirtless with Bronte on his chest & Dakota on his hip.
"Mommy?" Dakota mumbled and I smiled as he walked over to me with them.
"Hi baby." Chibs whispered, kissing me then sighing.
"They woke you up too?" Jax mumbled & Chibs sighed again.
"What are they yelling for?"
"Daycare."
Chibs groaned & rubbed his eyes as Jax drank from his coffee.
"How was your event?"
"Really fun." I smiled and he grinned down at me.
"You didn't go find another daddy for your kids did you?"
"If I was looking for another one, I wouldn't be searching in this town." I laughed and he smirked.
"I'm so tired." I sighed and seen Clay walk out from the hallway.
"Those two are as bad as eachother."
"Jax can you shut them up?" I sighed & he groaned.
"I've been trying."
"I've had enough of this, these girls need to go to bed." Chibs groaned, walking towards mom & Tara.
"Hey!" He yelled and they both looked up at him.
"Can this wait till tomorrow? These kids need to go to sleep."
"She..."
"I don't care. Let us all sleep & fight tomorrow."
Jax walked behind him & I sighed, following them with Clay on my tail.
I walked into Jax's room & laid Abel down, then hugged Jax.
"I love you."
"You okay Jadey?"
"Yeah, I just wanted to tell you that."
He smiled and kissed my forehead, grinning.
"I love you more little sis."
I smiled wide & looked down at Abel.
"I love you buddy."
"Love you Aunty." He whispered back & Jax smiled down at his eldest son.
"Do you wanna tell aunty what you did for Bronte tonight?"
"I fed Bonty her bottle."
"Did you mate? Oh thank you, she would've been so happy." I grinned and kissed his forehead.
"She wouldn't stop to cry so I did."
I smiled and Thomas crawled over to the bed too.
"Hi buddy."
Jax lifted him onto the bed & I sighed.
"What does our future look like Jax?" I asked him, looking up from the kids.
I needed some guidance from my brother.
"I don't know Jade." He sighed & I looked down at my hands.
"Do you think I'll be here forever?" I sighed, afraid of his answer.
I loved the guys & the club, but I wanted a safer & better life for my girls.
They deserved to be safe.
"Why are you asking me this?"
"I just, I don't know. I've been thinking about it a lot & I'm worried."
"Worried about?"
"Are Chibs & I really eachothers soulmate? Are our girls going to be free to choose if they want to be involved with the club or not? Will they pay the price for Chibs or I making a mistake somewhere down the road?"
"You know Chibs & I would never let anything happen to them & neither would the guys."
"I know, but it's my job to raise them & am I doing the right thing by keeping them here? I have no idea."
"I think you're stressing too much Jadey, go to bed & sleep on it & if you're still worried, talk to Chibs."
"I just feel like he's all for the club sometimes."
"He's all for his daughters Jade, the club will never come before them."
I nodded and he sighed, kissing my forehead again.
"Go to sleep, I'll see you tomorrow." He whispered & I nodded, leaving his room.
I walked in to ours to see Chibs passed out with Dakota laying on his arm & Bronte between them both.
I smiled & pulled my dress off, then got into bed beside Dakota.
I grabbed Bronte from where she was laying & held her against my chest.
She sucked her thumb as she slept & Dakota held her dads chest as she drooled on his side.
I smiled down at them & slowly closed my eyes.
