- what am i • daniel seavey • ✔︎ -

-chapter 47-

[Emma's POV]

When did this happen? Why? How? What? So many questions were running though my head. I couldn't comprehend what was happening.

The concert continued and I was only half there. Song after song was sung and played, but I couldn't listen. My eyes followed Daniel the whole time. I needed to know his thoughts. I needed to read his mind. But I couldn't.

I studied him. How he carried himself, his facial expressions, his dance moves, everything. I missed him. So so much.

"Emma you good?" Elisa turned to me after a song finished. I could hardly hear her over the screaming, but snapped out of my trance.

"Yeah." I nodded and gulped. She nodded back at me, and her eyes landed on the boys again.

"So this is a song I wrote with my best friend. I haven't seen her in a long time, like three years. She was also my girlfriend, but not anymore." Daniel spoke into his microphone. I hung on every word he said. Was it me? "So this is the next song for out of twelve." That must be our song. That's our song.

I began to tear up, and before I knew it, water droplets were streaming down my face. None of the fans knew the words or anything. It was just the boys singing. It almost felt like Daniel and I were the only ones in the room. I couldn't take my eyes off him.

As he played the cello, I could tell he was trying to stop himself from shaking. He looked so tense. As he looked up to sing, I could see the shine in his eyes. He was crying. Just like me. Did we still have something?

They finished the song, and the crowd of girls erupted. I wiped my warm tears, and they had probably ruined the bit of mascara I had put on.

Amelia turned to me, and saw my blackened face. She pulled out a tissue from her purse and handed it to me. Amelia pulled me in for a hug, letting go of her fangirling for a moment.

I let out a sad laugh, and wiped away the mascara. She rubbed up and down my back, and then eventually let go to scream more.

"We got one more song for you!" Corbyn announced in his mic. The music to their first ever song, Taking You, began to play, and the boys danced along.

They all came forward, to see the crowd, and luckily, Daniel was far far away from me. I hid my face, as Jonah was right in front of Amelia, Elisa, and I. Amelia went forward, and being the fangirl she is, she grabbed onto Jonah's hand as he sang.

For a moment I partially forgot about Daniel and the boys, and began to dance along to the song. Jonah and the boys had regrouped in the middle of the stage, so I didn't have to worry about that.

The concert ended after the song, and the five males exited off the side. I saw their shadows giving hugs to three other figures.

Amelia, Elisa, and I started to squeeze though the crowd. We were trying to leave the arena before traffic got bad from all the fans. We finally got out the front doors, and stopped for a minute to catch our breath.

"Emma?" I heard a voice yell. I turned to my left, and saw a dirty blonde haired girl coming towards us. I couldn't see her face, as it was dark out. She kept coming, and I squinted to hopefully see her better.

"Faith?" I questioned as she became visible.

"Oh my- Emma!" She squealed and enveloped me in a hug. I quickly hugged her back. I had missed her like crazy. "What are you doing here?" She asked as we pulled away.

"My friends, Amelia and Elisa, got tickets." I pointed to them in turn. "Guys this is one of my friends from Portland!" I told them and they nodded in understandment.

"Nice to meet you." Faith smiled and Amelia and Elisa returned it.

"Well what are you doing here?" I asked Faith.

"Well the girls and I moved here, after the boys did. Oh and Ellie and Jack broke up." She explained.

"Really?" I thought those two would be together forever, but then again, I had thought that about Daniel and I too. Faith nodded.

"Emma, we should go." Amelia pointed to the doors. Girls were starting to leave and the traffic would be bad soon.

"Wait can't you stay a little bit longer?" Faith asked. "Everyone would love to see you again."

"No I can't see them again. Not after what happened." I shook my head and turned away. I was starting to tear up again.

"Ok well wait, here's my number." She stopped me again and handed me a slip of paper. I nodded and took it, but then ran off with Elisa and Amelia.

"What was that about?" Elisa asked once we were in my Jeep.

"Well. I may have dated Daniel." I said quietly.

"What?!" Amelia shrieked.

"We went to the same highschool." I began to explain everything to them. Why I left, the meaning of my tattoo, the song.

"Oh." Amelia and Elisa spoke at the same time. They were surprised, to say the least.
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Messages
Faith

Hi Faith
It's Emma

Hiii!
I missed you soo much
We all did

I missed you too
So how has life been treating you
And what happened with Jack and Ellie?

It's been good, really good
He forgot about their seven month anniversary and played fortnite with Zach instead all day
She was maaaad

I bet
Um how's Daniel?

Heartbroken

Oh

I assume you heard your song?

Yeah...

He really misses you Emma

Please, don't tell him you saw me
I can't handle that

Ok I won't
I promise
But can I tell the girls?

If you want?

Ok haha

I have to go
Bye

Bye
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That chapter was straight from the dumpster

The next chapter will probably be shorter so sorry

Let me know of mistakes

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