me and mattia woke up in the morning after such a great night's sleep. there were more people on the beach now but we were further away from most of them. after we woke up mattia asked the hotel across the road if we could use a room for an hour and the guy said yes. he probably thought we were gonna fuck but we just showered and changed. mattia had bought some of my clothes from his place which i managed to put together as an outfit:
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after we got ready we went to get breakfast at a cafe on the beach and then at around 11am we started the drive back to queen's. we talked and sang for the whole car ride until we finally got back and he parked and he came upstairs with me.
we got to my room but jade wasn't there so we knocked on nai and jem's door and saw all the girls in there.
"hey what's going on" mattia said as we sat on the bed.
"who is it-" jem said coming out the bathroom and just looked at me before sitting down.
"what?" i asked , confused as to why she did that.
"jem don't be like that" ronnie said.
"i'm not being like anything"
"so why are you looking at me like that" i asked.
"thanks for ditching me yesterday when i needed you" she said.
"wtf are you talking about?" i said.
"me and kai broke up last night and you weren't there"
"i'm sorry but i how was i supposed to know that you broke up if no one told me?"
"she has a point" jade said.
"i came to tell her but she wasn't here , where were you" she asked.
"i was out with mattia-"
"of course" she said and i looked at her.
"what the fuck is that supposed to mean" i said.
"well of course when i needed you , you were out with him like always"
"this is the first time i've seen him since we came back to college almost 2 months ago what the fuck are you talking about" i said getting annoyed and mattia put his hand on my leg.
"i needed you last night but you weren't there for me"
"so why didn't you call or text me , how am i supposed to know you needed me?"
"well if you were here you would have known"
"you're making no sense , why are you blaming me for not knowing that you broke up when you didn't even bother telling me?"
she didn't say anything so i got up and left and mattia came out after me.
"are you okay?" he asked putting his hands on my shoulders.
"why is she being like that? i didn't even do anything-" i sighed.
"i know, come let's see if the boys are good" he said took my hand and we knocked on kai and ale's door and saw all the boys sitting there. mattia tensed up when he saw jaden but he didn't say anything.
"what happened kai" mattia asked as kairi cried into his pillow.
"she broke up with me" he sniffed and mattia hugged him and then i did too.
"why"
"she said she lost feelings and it wasn't working but i still love her" he cried and my heart broke for him.
"shit that's tough" mattia said and everyone was telling him it was okay and the door opened and ronnie and jade came and sat next to me and pulled me into a hug.
"sorry she said all that to you , we know it wasn't your fault i think she's just annoyed over the break up" jade said.
"y/n would have been there for her as soon as jem told her but she didn't so she can't say anything to her about ditching because she had no idea" mattia said putting his arm around me.
"exactly" ronnie nodded.
"nai said to give you a hug too because she wanted someone to stay with jem" jade said and i smiled and nodded.
"did you guys have a fight?" ale asked.
"kinda"
"i don't think i've ever seen you guys argue" kairi said.
"that's actually true" mattia said.
"yeah we don't argue often but when we do it's annoying but we'll be fine in a few days" i said.
"but how do you know that?" jason asked.
"because a friendship like ours is one you don't let go of" i said and they nodded.
"that's sweet"
we talked with them for a bit longer before we decided to leave.
"is it okay if i crash with you guys tonight?" mattia asked kai and ale.
"yes please" kairi said wiping his eyes.
"yessirrr like old times" ale said and they laughed.
"you coming with me?" ty asked ronnie and she blushed slightly before nodding and he took her hand and they said bye and left.
"i'm going to see noen tonight so i'll see you guys" jason said and we smiled and said goodbye to him too. jaden left with him.
"okay byee" i said and gave mattia a quick kiss on his jaw and me and jade gave kai a hug and we pushed ale for fun and then we left to go back to our room.
we got back to our room and sat on jade's bed. she smiled as she got a notification on her phone and i nudged her.
"ouu jade has a crushh" i sang and she blushed and shut her phone.
"i don't know what it is. i shouldn't like her at all but i think i do" she admitted.
"jade omg who is it"
"i can't tell you. well not yet anyway" she sighed.
"what whyy"
"because you might kill me and her"
"why would i do that you weirdo" i laughed because i had no idea who it was.
"i'll tell you soon , when we're more serious" she smiled and i nodded.
me and her watched a movie before we decided to go bed at around midnight.
A/N- heyy guys im sorry this is shit and short lol. today was annoying so i decided to write an argument✨ i hope you liked it but i know it wasn't great so I'll have a better chapter for tmrw but at least this wasn't a 2am update 😭 i love you all and good morning /night 😽