distance🖤 - mattia polibio

"are you off the live?"

TIME SKIP- A WEEK-

i woke up and went to shower and changed into this:

mattia went to shower after me and i decided to go live on my instagram account while putting up my new lights.

"heyy everyonee" i smiled at the phone.

"i'm okay , how are you" i answered to a comment.

"so i basically ordered these cute little butterfly fairy lights and they came today so i'm putting them up now" i told them and i saw a comment asking where i got them from.

"i got these from amazon" i said , i was just answering questions and talking to the viewers while i put them up. 

"shit" i heard from behind me and i saw mattia run out the room wearing his black shadow hill sweatpants and no shirt. i stood there confused for a minute and then looked at the comments on the live , i didn't see many comments about him so i assumed they didn't see him run out. i was still confused so i finished putting the lights up and then said bye and ended the live. 

"matttiaaa" i called out and after a few minutes i heard a knock on the door.

"are you off the live?" he asked quietly.

"yeah" i said and he opened the door and came and sat on the bed and he held his head in his hands. i shuffled closer to him and moved his hands and held his face in my hands.

"what happened" i asked.

"it's fine don't worry" he said and tried to get up but i pulled him back down and straddled him so he had to stay.

"tell me" i said, looking into his eyes. 

"i just - i walked out without my shirt into your live" he said but i was still confused and he noticed.

"i didn't want them to see my body" he sighed.

"baby" i said , lifting his head to look at me.

"you're body's amazing , no one has any right to tell you any different" i said but he wasn't convinced.

"but they still do , they have been ever since i got followers" he said and i hated that he was scared for people to see his fine ass body.

"mattia , all the negative shit people say is a reflection of their own insecurities , not you. you're body is amazing and there's absolutely nothing bad about it. please don't listen to them" i said.

"but-"

"no buts, you made me listen when i was sitting there crying in hawaii about my body so now you're going to listen to me. mattia polibio , you have an incredible body and that is a fact. i can't see even one thing that you should be insecure about. i love your body. i love your face. i love your heart. i love it all. a few jealous people saying something about you doesn't make it true. i see your body all the time , in person , and it gives me hella butterflies because damn , how do you look so good all the time? i see your body like no one else does and i'm telling you that it's amazing." i finished and he stared at me before giving me a smile.

"i really fucking love you" he said and i smiled back.

"i love you too sexy ass mf" i said and he laughed and placed his lips on mine and i kissed him back , my hands around his neck. he pulled away and smiled at me again and i took a second to really admire his face. the shine in his eyes , his long dark lashes , his smooth tan skin, his full dark eyebrows , his soft pink lips. he really is the best looking boy i've ever seen. i'm lucky enough to be in love with his heart as well as his looks. 

"stop staring at me perv" he said playfully and i hit his arm.

"stop looking so good then" i replied and he smirked and i kissed him again and he held onto my waist. his lips moved in time with mine and i tugged on his hair a little and he moaned. his lips went down to my neck and started sucking on my sweet spot , leaving behind a hickey. his lips came back to mine and i was still straddling him so i pushed him so he was lying on the bed and continued kissing him and my hands roamed his bare upper body and he moaned as my hand reached the waistband of his sweatpants. just as we were about to continue , his phone started ringing and i sat up and he groaned in annoyance. he reached over for it and tried to regulate his breathing before answering.

"yes mama" he said.

"oh okay i'm coming down" he said and hung up. he gave me one more kiss and ran his fingers through his hair quickly because it was all messed up.

"mama and jem are back with the shopping" he said and we went downstairs to help them bring it in from the car. we were all standing in the kitchen , putting the stuff away into the cupboard and fridge and talking.

"i'm making lasagne for dinner so make sure you're all home" mama polibio said and we all got excited.

"yess of course mama" mattia said kissing her cheek and she laughed and hit him with a towel. jem was passing me the juice for the fridge when she tried to not laugh.

"did you walk into a door?" she covered her laugh and was pointing at the hickey on my neck. i looked over at mattia who was smirking while his mum was facing away from us and i rolled my eyes and laughed.

"can we make dessert" jem asked and maria said yes so me and jem got the ingredients and started making chocolate chip cookies. mattia came over and stuck his hand in the bowl and took some dough and we chased him out the kitchen. we finished washing up and tidying and the cookies were cooling.

"DINNER" mama polibio called mattia and his dad down and we all sat together and ate.

"it's so goodddd" i said and everyone nodded in agreement. we brought out the cookies after dinner and we ate them too , they turned out really good. after dinner jem went up to her room to sort out her room because she's been living at kais half the time so her room was a bit messy. mattia's parents were downstairs watching tv together and me and mattia were in our room. he was sitting against the headboard, watching netflix while i laid with my head on his lap and read a book. he was playing with my hair which made me sleepy so i put my book away and got into bed next to him and he put his arm around me and i was watching netflix with him until i felt myself fall asleep.

(THIRD PERSON POV)

mattia laughed when he turned and saw y/n passed out next to him. he turned off the tv and shut the light and got back into bed and pulled the cover over them both. she was sound asleep so the movement didn't bother her. he wrapped his arms around her and smiled to himself while looking at her and remembering what she'd told him earlier. he kissed her cheek gently and fell asleep with his whole world in his arms.

A/N- heyy guys, i just wanted to say that there was a live that happened ages ago where mattia accidentally lifted his shirt and immediately put it down and his whole mood changed bc he was insecure about his body and he asked for everyone to not make fun of it. that's a really sad thing for someone to have to ask thousands of strangers that he didn't even know. even recently when he was with the boys and they were in swimming trunks making tiktoks, people were talking about his body in a bad way. there is genuinely nothing wrong with his body at all and its so so sad because people comment that shit thinking he wont even read it, but he does. he sees his comments, just because he doesn't reply to negative comments it doenst mean he doesnt see them. no one should have to feel like hiding their body or be worried about people making fun of their body. please can we spread love instead of bringing people down because it can affect them a lot more than you know. i love you bye ❤️