TIME SKIP- 2 WEEKS LATER- LAST DAY AT COLLEGE- WE HAVE BARELY SPOKEN TO MATTIA SINCE THE DANCE. THERE HAVE BEEN QUICK 'HOW ARE YOU?' TEXTS WITH MINIMAL REPLIES.
this morning had been emotional. jade had already cried once and we sat and talked for a while before getting changed and packing.
it was hot outside so i wore this
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"help me" jade said as she struggled to shut her suitcase.
"you hold that bit" i said as i pushed the top down and she managed to zip it up.
"i'm gonna miss you" she said as she leaned her head on my shoulder.
"i'm gonna miss you more" i sighed.
"halia lives close to you guys so i'll visit all the time!"
"you better bitch" i smiled and she hugged me.
"let's go say goodbye to the others" she said and i nodded and we put our stuff by the door and then went to the jems room , where everyone was.
"so this is it?" ronnie said with her eyes watering.
"what are you talking about , this is not it" i said , hitting her arm and pulling her into a hug.
"but we all live in different places , how are we meant to stay together" she cried.
"hello the internet and cars exist silly" nai said and we all nodded.
"and you all better be visiting all the time idc" jem said.
"we will , jerseys fun" ty said and wiped ronnies eyes.
"exactly"
"i love you guys" jason said and we all leaned it for a group hug.
"ale were you eating doritos" jade said wrinkling her nose and pulling away from the hug.
"party pooper" he said and we all laughed.
after the goodbye's everyone left , me and jem were driving with ale , kai and nai , but in 2 cars. we dropped ale off then nai and them jem and kai were going to his house to pick up some of jems stuff so we dropped them and it was just me left.
i got to the house and mattia's car was already parked in the driveway so he was here. we were meant to be getting back together today but i have no idea where we stand right now. we've barely spoken since 2 weeks ago.
mattia's dad came out the front door and greeted me with a hug and helped me get the suitcase out the car and bring it in. his mum came and hugged and kissed me excitedly and i sat with them for a little while until i decided to go upstairs. i opened the door to our bedroom and mattia's suitcase was there but he wasn't. i put my bag down and saw an envelope with my name on it sitting on my pillow. i walked over to pick it up but before i could i heard a voice from behind me.
