when i woke i was on the couch, my eyes felt puffy. i looked around and the boys were here, they were on the other couch just staring at me, i remembered lastnight and i started crying again. i know i'm a sook, what about it literally what about it. (ifykyk). they came over to me and tried to comfort me, keyword tried mother fuckers gotta fight over everything i swear.
i stopped crying because now i was getting more annoyed with the boys than sad, i went upstairs and they followed behind me.
i started packing all of mattias clothes and stuff he's left here before so i could take them back to his house, i don't know why, maybe i'm making excuses to go into his room again.
"trip to mattias" i smile weakly, they look at me sympatheticly before nodding. we all piled into alejandros car and made our way to mattias.
when we pulled up there was atleast 20cars parked up, there were dudes everywhere and i was lowkey scared. alvaro held my shoulder back "are you sure you wanna go in there"he says, "if y'all don't wanna come in you don't have to" i say before getting out.
i squeezed past all these big dudes and the boys called out to me telling me to wait for them. so i did. they finally caught up and we proceeded pushing past everyone till we go to the front door which maddie was trying to hold shut, "let us in dumby" i giggled and so she did.
some dudes were already in there and their attention landed on me, i recognise them from a meeting that mattia had with them. one of the dudes stormed over to me and held me up against the wall, the boys tried to help me but this dudes guys held them back, "let her go" kairi shouted, and the other boys shouting over eachother. his grip tightened "remember me little girl, too bad your little boyfriend ain't here to save you" he grins, i was tapping his arm because i couldn't breathe. maddie was trying to pull him off but he was too big, "put her down" jason says holding a gun to the dudes head, the dude narrowed his eyes and let me go. i inhaled and exhaled air like my life depended on it, which it did, his guys let the boys go and they ran over to me. "don't ever touch her again you hear me" jason says making the dude laugh, "and who are you" the dude says, "he's gonna be taking over for mattia so if i was you i'd show some respect" mattias dad said coming from upstairs. the dude stood back and apologised. "everyone heard about the news about mattia" jason says before walking out onto the balcony and took me with him. everyone stared at us, "i'm sure you know this girl" jason says pulling me to his side, everyone starts going off what can i say they hate me only because mattia was a dick to them and made the reason he was about me you know. "no one touches her, she is under my protection and i'll kill anyone that harms her or her family and friends you guys got it" he shouts so everyone can hear, "and why are we to listen to you" some dude said, "because i am the new don and anyone who has a problem gladly come see me" he says, one dude stepped foward, "and who the fuck made you don" he said, "i did" mattias dad said and everyone stood back, they still respect him because of what he was before he passed the "crown" on.
everyone slowly started leaving and me and the boys sat in mattias room just until things cooled down. jason walked in and told us everyone's gone and we went down, but everyone wasn't gone because the dude that tried to kill me was still sitting there. i hid behind alejandro and them, "he won't hurt you it's ok" jason says, "i'd like to apologise for man handling you, can you forgive me" he says, "yeah sure" i say, he smiled and left.
"thank you by the way" i say to jason, "it's fine, mattia would kill me if i didn't do what i did" he laughed, "oh so you didn't do it because we are friends, damn i really thought" i rolled my eyes, "chill bruh we friends" he laughs.
we just talked about what we gonna do like finding mattia, i hope he's still alive and well.
"don't worry i'm still gonna get guys to look for him" jason says, "damn right you are" mattias dad says with his glass of whiskey, "so what are we supposed to do" kairi says, "nothing, just live your lives i got this" jason says. i don't entirely think jason has it in him but i have to trust him to find mattia, if he's even still alive.
after hours me and the boys left to go home, they stayed the night but i didn't mind i needed the company.
"just don't sleep outside we had to carry your ass inside lastnight, and ain't no way we was gonna take you up them stairs" kairi says, "yeah mother fucker called us to come over" alvaro complained, "well y'all can leave if you want" i laugh, "we ain't say nun" roshaun speaks for him and alejandro.
that whole night we just chilled, i tried to hold myself together for the boys mainly my brother i know he hates seeing me sad.
