i've been using a bunch of creams and all that for my stretch marks and it's working so far, just the fact my tits and tummy are getting a little big. mattia is always horny i swear but i'm not trying to expose my self lol. "y/n i'm horny" mattia says for the hundredth damn time, "and i'm getting annoyed so leave me alone" i roll my eyes, "what's up witchu" mattia glares at me, "nothing" i spat, "well it's fucking something because i ain't do shit to deserve your attitude" he says, "i know" i say, "so what the fuck is it" he says, "nothing" i say, "say nothing one more time y/n" he glared at me and i sat there already embarrassed. his eyes burned into me as i sat there, "stop looking at me" i say and cover my face, i heard him walk over to me and snatch my hands off my face. "what's wrong" he says, "just insecure das all" i shrug, "about what" he frowns, "i'm fat" i say and then laugh at myself because if i don't i'll probably cry. "your not fat shut up" he frowns, i lift my top and my stomach flops out he looked shocked and i lifted my top more showing my cleavage almost popping out my bra, his eyes widened "your not fat" he laughs, "your thick, now get yo ass on the bed" he says.
"now shut up and don't say your fat ever again" he says as i cleaned myself up, "ok" i say. journey was blowing up my phone asking for a favour, asking if i can go to one of his little cousins birthdays because i'm her favourite tiktoker, yeah okay. "is it okay if i go to journeys little cousins birthday" i say to mattia, he ran his tongue along his bottom lip like he was thinking about it. "yeah sure, but be back before 10" he says, "will do" i say and leave.
i swear journeys family just uses me for clout, nah i'm just playing . i pulled up and she was sat outside on the step by herself crying, "what's wrong" i ask, "no one came but you" she says, "naww i'm sorry" i say and see journey come out with a disappointed look, "congrats your the first one to arrive" he says. "can i invite some of my friends" i ask her and she nods looking a little sad.
i rang the boys and they bought some of their tiktok friends that were here for an event. everyone said happy birthday to her, "thank you y/n" she says all happy and shit, i smile at her as she does her rounds at getting a tiktok with everyone.
mattia was doing a tiktok with her and journey walked over to me, "thanks for this" he says, "no problem, everyone seems to love her"i say and he laughs. we caught up with eachother and laughed about random shit till mattia rudely interrupted, "what y'all laughing bout" mattia says, "inside joke" he says and i nod, "okay" he says and wraps his arm around my shoulder, it was awkward silence for a bit till journeys cousin came over, "journey let's take a photo" she says and they get ready. "y/n can you be in it too" she says, i look at mattia and by his facials he wanted me to say no, "yeah sure" i say. i had my arms around her and i felt a arm land on my shoulder, "your arms heavy asl" i say to journey and he laughs, we take a bunch of photos and she posted them.
"we should probably go now" alejandro says to me, "why" i say, he looks over to mattia who's being held by kairi and alvaro, "for fuck sakes" i roll my eyes. we walked over to them and mattia glared at me like i did something, "having fun" he says sarcastically, "i was, lets go" i say and they all agree and get mattia in the car, "where roshaun" i say and they all shrug, "i'll look for him stay here" i say to them.
i looked everywhere, even the bathrooms but i couldn't find this motherfucker, "roshaunnnnnnn" i shout and i thought i heard him in journeys room. i walk in and see journey and some chick fucking, "oh my god i'm sorry" i say and quickly run out the room.
"y/n" i hear journey shout, "yeah" i say, "come here" he laughs, i walk in with my eyes covered, "i'm sorry" i say again and he laughs.
he laid under the sheets probably still naked and his friend was in the bathroom, "what did you need"he says, "y/n" i hear come from down the hall. "i found him-" mattia walked in, "am i interupting sumn" he says and glares at the both of us, "bab-" "i'll wait in the car" he cuts me off.
i followed him out to the car and he got in slamming the door, i got in "that was nothing" i say and he nods "we'll talk about it at home" he says and we left home.
a/n: i love dragging this story
