mattia:
listening to y/n try talk some sense into savanna was heart breaking, the way she thought of me hurt me. she was literally scared of me and called me bad, and this was the exact reason i never wanted to come out the room. i was contemplating wether i should jump out her room window, i know it was two stories high but better than making things with my daughter any worse am i right.
me and y/n talked but the topic i really wanted to talk about was this fuck matteo, who is he and why does my daughter keep asking for him. but i know it'll end in us arguing and i don't want that around savanna. i really like the name sav but y/n was right, i have no right calling her by her nickname. i wished i was there during the pregnancy, i wish i tried harder to find y/n.
y/n put savanna in my arms and i tensed, i know if she were awake she would never let me hold her, so i froze. not wanting to wake her, not wanting her to leap out my arms if she opened her eyes. she quickly wrapped her arms around my neck and held me tight, but she was still asleep, i wanted to hold her in my arms and so that's what i did. i didn't care if my tight grip woke her, she was my little princess and i would do anything to protect her, and the same goes for y/n.
i took her to her room but stopping in y/n room where the boys were, they quieted and stared at me and savanna, their smiles made me roll my eyes, they better not say any of that cute shit. i gave them a look and a head movement and they nodded and left downstairs.
i looked around savanna's room, full of toys and pink walls, a couch which y/n probably sits at and a single bed with a unicorn blanket. it was a nice little room. a photo on her draw caught my attention and in it was savanna,y/n, and some guy. my jaw clenched seeing how comfortable savanna was around him, and how she probably thought that's her father.
i laid her in her bed and she shifted, her eyebrows scrunched together and her eyes slowly fluttered open. "i'm sorry i woke you" i say, "daddy are you gonna leave me" she spoke and my heart started racing. she called me daddy, she acknowledged me for being her dad, i wanted to jump up and down but the rest of her sentence hit me. she thinks i'm gonna leave. "no, i'm staying right here" i say and hold her hand, she smiles and looks at my hand. "you have sores" she pulls her hand away from me, and gets up to go to her toy box thing. she pulled out a box of plasters that had unicorn designs on them, hell nawww.
she grabbed my hand not even waiting for my permission and started plastering them on my knuckles, none of which actually covering the cuts, but a for effort. "all done" she smiles and lets out a yawn. "go back to sleep i'll be here when you wake" i say and she shakes her head, "can you sleep with me" she begs and i laugh, she begged and begged and i finally laid next to her. she laid on my arm and i'd probably leave when she fell asleep.
y/n:
an hour passed and me and the boys were just chilling downstairs after cleaning up, mattia hadn't come down yet and i know he's probably stuck with sav. i got curious so i went to check.
i creaked the door open enough just to see, i smiled at the sight. him and sav were asleep, and she was hugging his arm, his knuckles filled with unicorn stickers. sav snored lightly making me giggle, i felt a presence behind me and sure enough the boys had snuck up and peeked in over me. they all softened at the sight and smiles beamed off each of them. i pushed them downstairs so we didn't wake them.
"aw that's cute" alvaro laughs, "yeah, i don't think mans has ever slept properly in a while" kairi shrugs, i just laugh it off not really knowing how to respond to that.
but now what, i don't know what to do. sav i think is warming up to mattia, and i don't want him back in our life but i can't take her away from him again. hell, i was the one who initiated this. i guess that's something we gotta talk about when he wakes.
