"your okay" alvaro jumps up and down, i pulled over and listened to them get all excited and shit. i felt so happy hearing them again and talking to them, although i couldn't get much words in because they just talked over me. Sav would speak but she wasn't loud enough to speak over these fat mouths, but do i tell them about her or do i not. "we need to ring mattia he's worried sick" alejandro says. "No" i shout and they all quiet down "i mean no, please don't, i don't want him finding me" i say and they all frown, "what why" alvaro says, i turn the phone to Sav and she waved to them. their jaws were on the ground literally, "what the fuck" they gasped, "don't say that bad word" Sav frowns and i only giggle.
i filled them in and they all nodded their heads, "so we don't tell him?" roshaun says and i nod, "here talk to Sav, i need to get home" i say and they nod. "baby this is uncle alvaro, uncle roshaun and uncle ale" i say and point to each she ripped the phone from my hand and quickly got stuck into them, "yay more uncles, but uncle kai is my favourite" she says making me laugh, "hm we will see about that" i hear ale say.
they all got to know her on our drive home, she seemed so happy and they sounded happy aswell, "ask mommy when we can meet you" i hear, "mommy uncle ro ro wants to know when i can meet them" she says, i smile at the nickname. i look at her through the rear view mirror, "we shall see baby".
we pulled up home and gave them the talk about not saying nothing, they agreed blah blah blah and i ended the call. "mommy i met so many people today" she smiled, "that good baby, do you remember their names" i say to her and she nods, "uncle ale, uncle albaro and uncle ro ro" she says i laugh at her attempt to say alvaros name, "oh and mattia" she says my heart sank, of course she had to find about him this way. "you have to stay away from him baby, and never talk about him again okay" i say to her and gives me a frown before agreeing, "ok mommy, i listen to you".
the next couple of weeks consisted of gym, taking Sav to the parks and hanging with amelia. i haven't heard or seen mattia lately, no news is good news. according to the boys he's been a little crazy lately, and he misses me and all that bull shit. yes i miss him but for the past two and half years i've tried to convince myself i'm doing this for the better. matteo was due in next week and Sav was so excited, we've been texting back and forth a bunch lately, he always finds a way to make it "naughty", no we haven't done anything just kissed nothing more.
"mommy push me" sav shouts from the swing breaking me from my thoughts, i pushed her swing and she screamed in excitement. she wasn't very hard to please, an easy going kid.
the swing finally slowed down and i pulled her off, she ran to the slide next and i chased after her.
she climbed to the top and i watched her face lighten up, "mommy i made it the top, can you catch me mommy" i giggle at her and nod "ofcourse baby". she sat up the top procrastinating wether or not to come down, she looked around and her face dropped seeing something, i looked in the direction she was looking and saw that there was a guy beating a dude in the car park. she slid down catching me off guard because i wasn't watching her, "mommy there's a bad guy" she almost cried in my arms, i held her tight "it's okay baby, let's go home" and with that we made our way to our car which was great fully away from the two fighting.
i covered Savs ears and she covered her eyes as we walked to the car, the sounds of the punches stopped "y/n" they called, "oh hell no" i say. i walked faster and put Sav in her car seat, i shut her door and turnt to the presence already standing behind me, "Mattia what do you want" i say and he stands there with sweat dripping down his forehead, his knuckles bleeding and his nose dripped with blood. "ive been looking everywhere for you" he says, i shrug "leave me alone" i say and try walk away, he grips my wrist and looks into the car, "Sav?" he questions. i sigh and pull away from him "leave us alone, carry on with what your doing because you've already traumatised her" i roll my eyes. "i-is she yours" he frowns and i nod, "yes she's my daughter and her names savanna not sav, you have no right calling her that", "how old is she" he asks and i shrug "i have to go, keep your promise and don't ever try to contact me" i storm to the driver seat and sped off. the audacity of that motherfuck. i looked to the back and see Sav lightly crying, "mattia is bad" she says, "yes baby and that's why mommy says don't talk to strangers" she just nods.
a/n: hm will she grow to be scared of her father and want nothing to do with him😈
