the boys eyes widened seeing mattia, mattias jaw was clenched as he glared at the lot of them. "everyone calm down... for savs sake anyway" i roll my eyes.
i didn't want sav to see him like this so i pushed him to the shower and he tumbled towards it, "join me" he smirks and i only flip him off "fuck off, or you can forget about seeing your daughter again" i roll my eyes, his posture straightened and he walked towards the tap to turn it on.
the boys gave some spare clothes for him and left them on the bed. i went downstairs making sure i take sav with me because ain't no way i'm leaving her up there while he's up there.
she bought her dolls down and made kairi and all them sit with her, she gave them each a doll and they played dress ups. the boys are to immature to see naked dolls but they managed not wanting to give sav any stupid thoughts. i sat and sipped my coffee, just watching how happy she is and seeing how they are with her, i wish i had told them earlier.
half an hour passed and mattia still hadn't come down, and i know he never takes this long, leaving the boys and sav to play alone i went upstairs.
i knocked on my bedroom door just in case he was naked and no response, i opened the door and mattia sat at the end of my bed twiddling his thumbs. he looked up at me and tears pooled in the corner of his eyes, i frown and walk towards him. "are you okay" i ask and he shakes his head, water shook off his hair atleast he looked better than before. i sat next to him leaving a gap between us, "everyone's waiting downstairs" i say, he looks at his hands which were covered in bruises. "no ones waiting for me, sav... i mean savanna probably doesn't ever wanna see me and no doubt she's scared of me because of the incident at the park, plus all the yelling and shit i was doing the other day. i shouldn't have came back, i'm sorry" he lets out, i sigh and pull his arm out the room and down the stairs.
we stood and watched as the boys played tea party with sav, a smile fell on mattia lips and then soon one fell on mine. sav caught a glimpse of us and her smile dropped and she hid behind kairi, everyone grew confused and faced us. mattias head dropped and i felt bad, "she'll warm up to you don't worry" i whisper and he only shrugs. alvaro, roshaun and ale left upstairs, and sav clung onto kairi like her life depended on it.
"sav come here baby" i say and she shook her head vigorously, "savanna" i say sternly and she quickly stood and hesitantly walked towards me and mattia. i only ever call her by her whole name when i'm not playing around and she knows this, she hugged my leg and looked up at mattia. i picked her up and sat her on my hip, kairi left the room and sav gave him a sad look like she didn't want him to go. "sav this is your daddy" i say to her and she shakes her head and folds her arms, "no mommy". i sigh, "yes baby" and she only frowns "but i'm not allowed to talk to hims" she looks at me, "yes you are now, daddy wants to be your friend like uncle kai and your other uncles" i say to her and she was not budging one bit. "but mommy he's bad", my heart clenched and i know his did too. i looked at him and i know i'm just hurting him more, "not anymore right" i look at him and he nods, sav was still holding back and she's just as stubborn as i so it'll take a while. "mommy when's matteo coming back" she says and hugs my neck, i roll my eyes at her question, "he's not" i say and walk to the couch. i felt mattias burning gaze on my neck and i was not in the mood, the boys already questioned me. i sat down and moved my head slightly, indicating mattia to sit next to me, she needs to warm up to him somehow.
me and mattia made small talk while sav was slowly falling asleep, yes it was awkward most times but i sort of missed talking to him, especially when he's calm. i gave sav to him and he sort of froze, she was still asleep and her arms wrapped around his neck and he tensed up. i laughed at him and he slowly relaxed and held her, "can you take her to her room, and kick those noisy fucks down here so they don't wake her" he laughs and nods, he walked upstairs slowly trying not to wake her and i cleaned up the mess the boys and her made.
a/n: what y'all think about the rumours about mattia getting a girl pregnant, honestly sounds like the beginning of a wattpad ❤️, jk jk
