another year went by, we had mattias funeral a last year, his parents were so broken. but it's my 20th in a couple of months. i know i know i'm old. i really miss mattia but i think i'm finally ready to move on, jason has been taking me on dates and all that and just being there for me in general. the boys "approve" of him which is great because if they didn't i guess that's a no go. today he bought me flowers and chocolates while i was in a class, the teacher hated him because he'd always disrupt the class just to bring me stuff. it only makes me fall for him even more.
the boys are popular here now but we still stick to just us, jamie tries to be my friend but i ignore her, don't get me wrong i'd totally be her friend but she's such a bad vibe or maybe it's just my trust issues. i miss vic and taylor so much, i wish i could go see them.
anywho me and the boys were talking at our table and funny how we were all thinking the same thing. drop out, like we have no motivation at all for this school shit, we don't even need it. we be making more money off of tiktok and all that than anything, so we finally decided on leaving school and just doing us. of course jason wasn't too happy but after a good talk he finally let us, he reminds us so much of mattia. yes i know i need to stop thinking about him but sometimes i don't even realise it.
we packed up our stuff and jason got guys to pick up our things, "hey i heard you guys are leaving" jamie says and i nod, "so where ever one of y'all go the rest do" she says, "pretty much" i shrug, "well good luck" she says before leaving.
we stood out the front and looked back at the college, "well that didn't last long" alvaro says making us laugh. "man fuck this, it was basically living at your highschool" kairi says, "blame y/ns boyfriend for making us go here" roshaun smirks, "he's not my boyfriend and he just wanted what was best for us that's all" i say, "yeah ok" alejandro says. i'm ready to knock these motherfuckers out.
we all went out separate ways well you know to our parents and we'd meet up later. jason took me and kairi home because our parents were out of town with kayden, we know who the favourite is hm. kairi sat in the back and the passenger and aux was reserved for me only. we vibed to music and i felt jason's hand slide onto my thigh, i ain't complaining, i felt his hand get lifted off and i look over and kairi had ripped his hand off me. "not infront off me, ew" kairi sits back in his seat, me and jason look at eachother before laughing.
we pulled up at home and kairi ran inside to get on the game probably, jason got out and stopped me "wanna go movies tonight" he says, "i can't tonight i'm hanging with the boys, but i can tomorrow" i say feeling bad, he comes closer and holds my hands "so they come first" he pouts, "yeah sorta" i say hoping he won't take it personally, he threw his head back and pulls me closer to him "please just this once" he says kissing me between each word. my face was wet from his kisses so i was wiping my face, "fine just this once" i roll my eyes, "yay" he squeals. i laugh at him and he kisses me before he left.
i ended up at alvaros place with the boys, i know i'm suppose to be going to the movies soon but he can pick me up from here. me and the boys were in the kitchen trying to cook some food but we were getting nowhere, anna, alvaros sister came down in this nice dress and curled hair. man she's so pretty, and her body is perfect for a kid. "oh hey y/n, hey boys" she waves, "where the fuck are you going in that shit" alvaro says giving her dirty looks, "on a date" she smiles, she shouldn't have said that because now she aint going nowhere. one thing about the boys is they are really protective over each others siblings, so she didn't make it far. "fuck you" she shouts storming to her room, the boys just laughed and carried on with there cooking. i felt bad so i went upto her room, i knocked and i could hear her shaky voice.
she let me in and we talked, i thought why not let her tag alone with me and jason but she can go with her boyfriend and we'll let her do her own thing, she hugged me and put some clothes over the top of her dress so alvaro and the boys wouldn't think anything of it.
me and her walked down because jason was outside, "hey i'm gonna take anna out for some icecream, i'll see y'all later" i say and the boys quickly facing us, "don't do anything stupid" alvaro says and the boys inserting they 5cent piece.
we pulled up to the movies and anna changed, "thank you y/n i love youuu" she jumps up and down, "i love you too, if anything happens ring me ok" i say and she nods before running to her boyfriend who was waiting for her. "now just me and you" jason says pulling me to his side, i kiss his cheek and we went to get tickets.
skip past the whole movie thing because we lowkey weren't even watching it just making out and all that fun stuff. we walked out and saw anna sitting there alone, she looked like she was crying, i rushed over to her and she looked up at me. "he broke up with me"she cried, "aw baby" i say pulling her into a hug.
"do you want me to beat his ass" jason says making her laugh, "nah he was a little bitch anyway" she rolled her eyes.
we went home and anna quickly put her clothes over her dress and we went inside.
