it's been a while, a good 7months. i think mattia forgot about the whole proposal thing because the motherfuck hasn't proposed to me, oh well i also got great news. i just found out i'm pregnant, which is why i been pushing mattia away because he's always trying to get in my pants. like literally that kid is horny 24/7. we been having a lot of sex lately, so i'm not suprised i am pregnant, just annoyed mattia hasn't caught on earlier.
which brings me to my current situation, me and mattia arguing. "your just to fucking stupid to catch on to what i'm trying to get at" i yell at mattia he only scoffs, "your fucking someone else huh, that's why you won't do anything with me and why your acting like this" he spat, "is that what you think" i laugh in disbelief, "yes it is and you ain't denying it" he says. i pushed the pregnancy test further into my pocket already pissed off at this fuckhead, "fuck you" i spat, "fuck you, get the fuck out of MY house and don't ever come back" he shouts, kairi bust through the door "nah bro your going to far now" kairi interrupts and i only glare at him, he was ear flapping the whole time. "nah fuck you both, you can both fuck off" mattia spat at us. i know mattia has been stressed lately and sexually frustrated but i didn't know he would go this far, but honestly i'm sick of him and to be honest i think our love for eachother has died out. no matter how hard i try to keep him happy he just doesn't seem to appreciate it, and stupid of me to think that this kid would change anything. "is that what you want" i say to mattia, he flicks his head to me obviously still mad, "yes" he says, "once we walk out the door mattia don't ever try to contact me or kairi ever" i say, kairi tried to interrupt again but i shot him a glare and he shut his mouth. "go ahead and fuck who ever the fuck is making you happy because it ain't me" he says, "fuck off" i say and push past him.
i dragged kairi out the house no clothes no nothing just my car keys, my brother and my soon to be kid. which now that i think of it sounds weird.
i sped off pissed that mattia really said and did all that, kairi was sat quietly in the passenger seat and my blood boiled at the silence because it only gave me time to think about that whole situation. "y/n slow down, just give him time to calm down y'all will be fine" he says, "kairi shut the fuck up, you don't know shit. i'm sick of him and all his shit, you know why i've been pushing him away" i say, "i mean yeah if there's someone else just tell him" kairi says, he's just as dumb as his stupid bestfriend. "yeah there is someone else actually" i say and reach into my pocket pulling out the pregnancy test, i threw it at him and his jaw only just dropped. "y-your pregnant" kairi says, "yeah but i guess they are gonna grow up without their father" i smile at the fact, "you can't do that to him y/n, you know how much he wanted a kid" kairi says, "well i guess he was just talking out his ass" i say.
we pulled up to a spot and chilled, i made sure to leave my phone in the car aswell. we talked and calmed ourselves, well i calmed down anyway. "kairi i can't do this anymore, i try to keep him happy but he's to busy and stressed to notice" i let out, his phone dinged just as i finished and i rolled my eyes letting him check who it is. "it's mattia, he says to come back and that he's sorry" kairi says. "cool you can go back i'm gonna dip outta here" i say and kairi only turns to me with a concerned look. "y/n where are you gonna go, and now your pregnant what are you gonna do. just stop being stubborn and come back he's worried about you" kairi says, "i told him once i left that fucked up place to never contact me, i'll drop you off kai you can go back. just don't say anything about the pregnancy, that's all i ask of you" i say to him, i think he saw the hurt and pain in my eyes so he agreed. "okay but when your finally over your shit you promise to come back and tell him" he says and i nod.
i dropped kairi at the front gate and quickly sped off, i don't know where i'm going but i'm going as far as i can from here. i rubbed my belly and smiled at the fact, i'm finally pregnant and no one can hurt them and i hope their sibling that didn't make it is watching over us. i didn't tell kairi this but i ain't ever coming back, i know i'm doing the right thing by leaving mattia, it's just toxic. although it hurts me it's for the best, i hope.
a/n: yup here we go again
