currently rolling around in my apartment bed, these contractions are killing me. 2 more months and this will be over, no more of these painful cramps and shit. i found out i'm having a baby girl, i can't wait for her to be in my arms and not i'm my damn stomach.
i managed to get a little apartment in LA, only person i've kept in touch with from jersey is kairi. he got over himself when i told him i wasn't coming back, but he told mattia i ran off with some guy so he'll leave me alone, which was the dumbest lie to tell a psycho like him. according to kairi, mattia spent four months looking for me and the dude i supposedly ran off with before giving up, but i know he didn't he probably just stop talking to kairi about his plans. but yes it's hard being 7months pregnant and avoiding a mafia leader who has connections all over the world, but so far i've managed. even though i don't have much, because i left all my stuff in jersey.
i finally found motivation to get up outta bed and make me some breakfast, sometimes i find myself calling for mattia to make me food but reality hits me.
the first cries of my babygirl echoes throughout the hospital room, she's finally here after the longest 9months in my entire life. "congratulations, she's beautiful" the nurse says she puts my baby in my arms. i smile at the sight, but my heart clenches at the fact no one else stood to comfort me or is trying to pry her from my arms because they are happy and excited to hold her. the room was just filled of happy nurses.
i facetimed kairi and he answered awfully fast, "she's here" i smile and his eyes widened as i moved the phone to her. "y/n she's cute as fuck" he swore and i quickly snapped the phone to my face "watch your mouth" i spat and he slapped his hand on his mouth "sorry" he laughed. we chatted more and i still haven't came up with a name, kairi just threw names at me and i laughed at them, he wanted to give her his name. like no. "who are you talking to" a familiar-deep voice came, my eyes widened "the girl i'm going to see, you know the one i've been talking about" kairi lied, i made sure to shut up and let him lie his way out of it, if i ended the call it would have just made it sus. "oh shit my bad bro" mattia says before leaving the room, "that was close" kairi says, "you said he was gone idiot" i said, "sorry sis, i'm coming to meet my niece in a couple of weeks so be ready" he smiles and i nod.
i was finally released with my baby, i decided on naming her savanna, sav for short. lowkey just like the name Sav. anyway we reached my car that i left here a couple days ago when i drove myself to the hospital, i was struggling to open the car door with baby on one arm and her stuff in my other. "here let me help" a voice came from behind me, a woman around my age rushed to help me. "thank you" i smile at her and she only shrugs it off, "no problem, i'm amelia" she smiles showing off her pearly white teeth. "y/n, nice to meet you" i greet.
we had a small conversation as i put baby in her car seat, finally shutting my door i face amelia, a little out of breath. "your new to this huh" she laughs and i only nod, "you'd think the father would be here to help you" she rolls here eyes playfully, my slight nod made her realise he wasn't in the picture. "i'm sorry for-" i cut her off "it's fine" i laugh. "you should join me and my husband at brunch tomorrow, i'll bring my daughter aswell she loves babies" amelia lets out in one breath, "yeah for sure" i smile.
we exchanged numbers and i departed back to my apartment, looking over my shoulder every now and then to make sure Sav was okay. she was a peaceful little kid, she hasn't cried much which is amazing.
a/n: yay a baby and no mattia ❤️
