i woke to arguing, i sort of just laid there because i knew who it was. mattia was here i can recognise his angry tone anywhere. he started getting louder and louder than i heard, "where is she" and i got scared a little.
sure enough the bedroom door flew open and mattia stood there, "were leaving"he says, i shook my head, "get up" he glares and so i did. he looked at what i was wearing and shook his head and stormed over to me, he placed his hand on the back of my neck and pulled me out. it wasn't really sore but it was annoying, "just leave her alone" elijah says, mattia looks at him "i've never wanted to kill someone so fucking bad, so if i was you i'd shut the fuck up" mattia says.
mattia basically pushed me into his car and i just sat there, i don't know what's gotten into him but this ain't what i want to be around.
we drive off and mattia was still angry, i pulled myself as far away from him as i could as he shouted at me talking bout, "y'all fucked" and all that. he's so fucking paranoid for no reason.
"can you stop the car" i say, "what the fuck for" he shouts, "stop shouting at me, i didn't do fucking shit to you but give you another chance and i never should have. i was doing fine without you mattia, you've been treating me like shit ever since you got back" i let out, he clenched his jaw and slammed on the breaks. i got out the car on the verge of tears and sat on the side walk, my face landed in my palms,and i just cried. i look pathetic but there's only a certain amount of shit i can handle, mattia hadn't drove off yet which just annoyed me even more, i bet he likes seeing me hurt.
i caught my tears in my hands then i felt a arm wrap around me, i pulled away knowing it could only be mattia. "leave me alone" i cried as i shuffled away, "i'm sorry baby" he says, "no your not so piss off" i cried. "i'm sorry okay i really am, i'll stop being a controlling annoying whatever boyfriend i promise" he says, i sobbed as i listened to him talk and talk trying to get me to forgive him. "come on princess" he says knowing "princess" is one of weaknesses. i shook my head, he stood over me and pulled me up off the ground, he held me in his arms tightly. i pushed him off me and looked at him, i stopped crying because i ain't no bitch, "i'm sick of your shit mattia i really am, im not your little bitch anymore, should have left me alone in the first place if all you wanted to do was control my like some puppet" i say on the verge of killing him as he stood there with a dumb face. "i said i'm sorry y/n what else do you want me to say, your not some puppet to me your the love of my life. i said i'll stop, i'll let you do what you gotta do just don't leave me please" he says as a tear slid down his cheek. "i wanna go home" i say and he nods.
i got in the car and we drove off, "so home as in my home or home as in your home" he asks softly, "your home since kairis there" i say and he just nods.
we pulled up and i got out the car leaving mattia behind, i went straight inside looking for kairi. elijah was here and stopped me, "hey are you okay" he says as he holds my shoulders, mattia slammed the door letting it be known he was here. i rolled my eyes and pushed elijah off me, "i'm looking for my brother" i say and walk away from the two of them.
i finally found him in the guest room, i plopped next to him in the bed and let out a big sigh. he wrapped a arm around me and laughed, "what's wrong" he asks, "i'm so fucking tired of everyone and everything, except for you of course" i say. "things will get better don't worry sis" he says and i nod as i slowly drifted off to sleep.
mattias pov:
"stay away from her" i say to elijah, he sits there with a dumb smirk on his face, "i don't think i want to" he says making my blood boil. if i wanted to i could kill him, but y/n would know it was me who did and will hate me even more. i really hope i didn't fuck things up that bad, it's just hard knowing she could leave me for anybody which is why i lock her away from everyone. i know i'm being selfish but i think if she was to ever leave me i'd end my life then and there. dramatic i know but i don't ever wanna lose her, maybe i am being too controlling, i'll let her do what ever i guess.
after almost killing elijah i went to look for her, and ofcourse she was with kairi, she was asleep in his arms and he was also asleep. he's lucky he's only her brother i'd kill him.
i sat beside her and just stared at her, kairis snoring ruined the whole moment but whatever. i kissed her cheek and got up to leave.
"mattia" i heard her groan, "yeah" i say. "i'm sorry" she says before falling back asleep, i smiled and left the room.
a/n: aw so cute
