we pulled up home after our movie, "pass my hoodie back" dave says, "i'm cold" i pout, "well i want it back tomorrow" he says and i nod, "goodnight boys" i say and go inside.
i saw kair and all them in the lounge messing around, "great" i say, "where were you" mattia says, and i shrug. "really y/n stop being stubborn" mattia says, "well if you ain't gonna tell him where you are atleast tell me, what if something had happened" kairi says and i shrug, "wanna chill with us, it's been a while" roshaun says and i shrug, "talk bruh" alejandro says and i shrug, imma keep shrugging till my shoulders come off. "shrug if you love me" alvaro says and i laugh at him, i shrug just to assure i do, "of course i love you" i laugh and he smiles. "what about me" roshaun says, "yeah and you, and you and you" i say and point to everyone but mattia. mattia glares at me, "if your still mad at me about jenna just know she put viagra in my cup, and seduced me into hooking up with her that night. but ofcourse you always assume the worst and think i did that shit to you on purpose. but yeah it's alright for you to fuck around with other dudes while i sit around looking dumb" he says, the boys went quiet and i looked at him like he was dumb. atleast now i know why he fucked her, and yeah viagra is some powerful shit i know because mattia gave me some, so i don't blame him for doing what he did anymore. but for him to assume i was fucking around with other dudes is stupid. "i haven't been fucking around with any dudes" i laugh, "yeah yeah whatever" mattia says, "you always assume i'm cheating" i say, "ofcourse i fucking do, you walk in here with some dudes hoodie, been avoiding me all day and saying your out with your friends but when we seen them today you were nowhere to be seen" mattia says and i roll my eyes not wanting to explain myself. "yeah okay" i say and go upstairs, "goodnight mofos" i say.
i laid in bed and thought about dragging jenna, all she's done was ruined mine and mattias relationship even more with her stupid game. but i have to agree, i should have listened to mattia instead of being a stubborn piece of shit. but too late now i guess, if he wants to end things then so be it i'm at the point where i don't give a fuck, i lowkey wanna give up in life.
i felt the space next to me get taken up, i open my eyes because i must have drifted off to sleep. it smelt like mattia and i couldn't really tell because it was dark, "i'm sorry" i hear him say i didn't respond and let him think i was asleep. "i'm sorry for being the worst boyfriend you've ever had, but i swear i'm trying my hardest to keep you by my side but you make things so damn hard." he says and i almost laugh, "i just hope you'll see that what i'm doing is for us" he says and i face him, "i knew you were awake" he laughs, "simp" i say and i just know he rolled his eyes, "well lucky because i almost let out a secret" he says. "i wanna know it" i say, "nope" he say "pleasee" i beg and he shook his head. "k fine." i say.
it went quiet and i thought maybe i should apologise too, "i'm sorry aswell, for leaving you without hearing your side of the story first, and for being a bitch, and being stubborn" i say, "it's alright." he laughs. i reached upto him and kissed his lips, "but i'm getting sick and tired of all this" i say, "yeah i know, how do you think i feel" he says and i just lay my head on his chest as he chats away.
the next morning we were woken by the boys, i groaned as they jumped on the bed almost breaking my leg. "fuck off" i yell, my body was being held so i couldn't kick them, i managed to turn and mattia was just opening his eyes. "good morning" alvaro says as he stood at the door, everyone else continued to make noises. "annoying piece of shits" i say and they laugh, i didn't miss this like at all. they said good morning and ran out the door like 5 year olds. i start sulking because they woke me up, i hate getting up early unless it's for flights. "good morning" mattia says and i frown and face away from him, he tugs me back and looks at me "i said good morning" he repeats himself, "good morning" i roll my eyes and face away from him to go back to sleep. i know it ain't his fault those annoying mfs woke me but whatever.
i felt his hand snake up my shirt and land on my boob, he leaned in on my neck and started leaving wet kisses, i tilted my neck giving him more acces. he massaged my boob and started sucking on my sweet spot, i let out a moan, "quit with the attitude it's too early for that shit" he says and gets out of bed. "whatever" i say and he glared at me, "i'm joking" i laugh and he narrows his eyes.
we walked downstairs and the boys were in the couch, "so we back together now" alejandro says and point to my neck, i cover it and shrug, "yessir" mattia says and i roll my eyes, "man" i laugh.
we just chilled and kairi asked if i was moving back in, i look around the room and everyone was waiting for my answer, "i'll wait for a bit" i say, "shut up your coming back home" mattia says and i shrug, "fine" i say. "good because that would have been awkward if you didn't because like how are you gonna m-" everyone cut alvaro off, "man shut the fuck up" kairi says, "that's why we ain't tell you shit" alejandro rolls his eyes, "imma tie your ass in my basement if your trying to move different" mattia says and i furrow my eyebrows, "what was it" i ask and everyone just changed the subject. "be like that then" i say.
a/n: just btw i have no idea how viagra works lol
