the room was full of silence as i bit down on my tongue, i roll my eyes at him and try push past him. he gripped my elbow making me drop the bags from the impact, i glared at him and he only narrowed his eyes at me. "answer me" he snarled, "fuck you" i spat trying to pull my arm away from him. he wasted no time pushing me up against the wall, the house shook lightly and i gasped. "the fuck is wrong with you" i try hit him, he caught my hand mid way and quickly used his other hand to wrap around my throat. he leaned in close enough that i could feel his hot breath on my neck, "oh come on amore, you used to like it" he whispers into my ear, his lip lightly grazing me earlobe. i shivered and squeezed my legs shut, this movement didn't go unnoticed by his big eyes. he smirked down at me and he smashed his lips into mine, i didn't kiss back and just stood frozen, his grip tightened on my neck "open your mouth" he growled and so i did. my dumbass kissed him back, my hands tugging at his hair earning a groan from him. my stomach exploding with butterflies, and there's that feeling again, my walls i held up came crashing down. he pulled away, we were both panting and he never let go of my neck "now be a good girl and tell me where my daughter is" he smirks before releasing me. you piece of shit.
i pushed him away and walked downstairs, there's no point now. i walked out to matteos car and mattia followed closely behind, "y/n are we still-" matteo cut himself off as he seen a angry mattia. but mattia didn't beat him to a pulp, instead he went to the back of the car and got sav out her car seat, "daddy" she squealed. they carried on inside and mattia slammed the door behind him, i look to matteo and see him shocked. "is he the father" matteo asks and i nod, "he won't let us leave" i roll my eyes and he only frowns. he walks to me and caresses my cheek, "is he hurting you" and i try not to laugh. "no he's not, it's complicated" i sigh and he nods, "are you two like a thing now" he asks, "n-no, he's only here for sav" i say and he nods. "i understand" he kisses my forehead catching me off guard and leaves.
i look up to savs window and see mattia standing there like some statue, i walked back inside and straight to my room. forgetting the boys were in there, they were fast asleep and i squeezed in between them not wanting to face mattia. they groaned as i stole their blanket, i wrapped myself up. i was embarrassed i let mattia get at me so easily, i was annoyed he stopped me, and i was also angry he planned out mine and savs future because HES scared of being alone.
darkness slowly consumed me and i fell into a deep sleep.
mattia:
i had a feeling y/n would try run away again, as soon as i told her what i had planned the look she gave me made me wanna laugh. i always liked when she got mad, her eyebrows will scrunch and she'll bite the inside of her cheek so hard it'll bleed a little. or when she balls her hands in a fist, knowing damnwell she won't hit me.
i wanted to kill this dude matteo so bad but i'm a changed man, for savanna and for y/n, she's just to damn stubborn to see. i could have put a bullet in his head, but my daughter was in the backseat of this fucks car and i know i already traumatised her enough. he will have to wait.
i put savanna in her room and watched the two of them flirt down in the car lot, so fucking annoying. but i lost her the day i kicked her out, and i know this. but she WILL be coming with me back to jersey, i don't care if i have to drag her on my jet.
savanna played with her toys and i just sat and watched making sure she didn't hurt herself or no one tried to hurt her, which i doubt because i got guys to watch the house and this place is 100% safe, for now. i need to get them back to jersey, the safer the better and only my mansion can provide that type of protection. i just hope no ones found i have a kid, and where we are.
my overthinking consumed me, my feet tapping the ground and my nails being clipped by my teeth as i chewed them. we need to go, my mind won't shut the fuck it until i'm back in my gates in new jersey.
me and savanna went to wake everyone, i haven't seen y/n in a while so we'd probably have to look for her ass aswell. savanna rushed into the room to wake the boys, she jumped on the bed just like how y/n would to wake everyone up. everyone groaned and growled at her and they better watch their shit before i beat they ass, "uncle kaiiiii" she screamed, i watched in amusement as she screamed each of their names. i laughed at her attempt to say alvaro. an extra body between alvaro and alejandro caught my attention, i couldn't really see who it was because they were wrapped in the blanket. their hair looked familiar and as she turned her face became clear, my beautiful amore. she slowly opened her eyes and made a swift movement quickly pulling savanna between her and alejandro, savanna kicked and screamed and everyone just laughed as y/n tickled her. alejandro joined in and tickled her aswell, i frowned becoming jealous watching the two. alejandro always made me feel threatened in a way, i know he don't do it on purpose and i know he would never do anything with her, but doesn't ignore the fact he's a decent looking guy that could get with her in a matter of seconds. sometimes i always wondered why she chose me.
everyone slowly started leaving the room, savanna still between y/n and alejandro. i glared at him and he only rolled his eyes taking the hint that he was to leave.
i sat at the end of the bed as i heard the door shut behind me, i looked at y/n and she was looking everywhere but at me. i let out a sigh and grabbed her hand, she was hesitant at first but didn't wanna cause a scene infront of savanna. "amore we really need to go" i say and she shook her head, "you know it's not safe here anymore, you know my past and how much people i have pissed off. they will do anything to get at me and you two are the only ones that matter to me right now. i am not risking your lives any more than i have to." i let out and she gripped my hand tighter. "ok fine, but i'm doing this for her not you" she says and pulls her hand out of mine. my heart ached and my hand missed her warmth. i don't think i can handle seeing her walking around the house, i guess i'll have to lock myself in my study so i don't go crazy, so i don't fuck anything up.
a/n: finishing this book soon and leaving 😘
