two days went by and i was still going strong, i stayed away from mattia and the boys since they wanna stick up for him. i blocked them on everything and we were tiktok rooms main priority. i see kairi every now and then since he's my brother but we exchange a few words and that's it. it's usually, "hear him out" or "come back".
anyway i'm hanging with my new friends since the girls went back to college, they ain't the same as the other boys but they'll have to do.
i feel like they try so hard to be like the new jersey boys but they are still fun. but still not the same you know.
we were home alone and decided on eating food and binge watching vampire diaries, "no i'm there" i say to dave as he tries to steal my spot next to journey. journey is comfortable, jake gets too touchy and matthew moves too much, oh and dave is just dave he never stops talking. journey reminds me a lot like mattia, he's mean to everyone but me probably because i'm a girl but yeah. "i'm ready" i say as i get comfortable, "play the movie, your closer" journey says to matthew, "ok ok" matthew says.
around 5episodes in i was slowly drifting off to sleep, till journey pushed me off him "go to your room if your trying to sleep" he says and i roll my eyes, "your a dick" i say, "i ain't trying to get your dribble on my new shirt" he says, "i don't dribble" i frown, "well we chilling then" he says as he puts his arm out for me to get comfortable in. i roll my eyes before resting my head back on his chest.
i didn't end up falling asleep because now i wasn't tired, but i am missing mattia a little bit, just a little. everyone had fallen asleep and they snore louder than the damn movie, so i just turnt it off and scrolled through my phone. "man why they so loud" i heard a raspy voice behind me, i guess journey wasn't asleep, "i don't even know" i say.
we watched tiktoks till everyone woke up and we could go do something because it's so boring. "should i just wake them up" journey says and i shake my head, i swear i heard the front door open.
mattias pov:
i thought maybe i should go and apologise properly, i mean she did catch me in bed with jenna. but it wasn't even like that, that stupid bitch put viagra in my damn cup, and i know this ain't no excuse but i haven't had sex in so long because y/n was so stubborn, and i'm always horny so shit was hard. i would have never did what i did on purpose.
i walked through the front door of her parents place, she was home because i could hear her watching tiktok, i followed the sound to the lounge.
my anger levels rised when i saw her all cuddled up with whatever the fuck his name is, his arm was wrapped around her as she rested her head on his chest like how she did with me. she looked at me and looked back at her phone, "aye bro wassup" he says to me, your about to be dead is wassup. the rest of the dudes were asleep and god knows what these two were doing while they were sleeping. "i think y'all should leave" i say to the dude i'm sure his name is journey. "you can't tell them what to do" y/n argues, "yes i can" i spat, "ok whatever" sh rolls her eyes and gets up off journey.
he walked around and woke the rest of the boys, "you good" i think his name is jake says to y/n, "she's good now leave" i say and he gives me dirty looks before hugging y/n and leaving. everyone slowly left and she walked away from me, "get the fuck out mattia" she says, "i came to apologise and find the two of you cuddled up like some couple" i say and she laughs, "and what about it" she shrugs.
y/n pov:
"so what am i some kind of fucking idiot" mattia shouts, "yeah you are" i say and he storms over to me. "yeah you are, what?" he says, "yeah you are some kind of fucking idiot" i spat trying to stand my ground. he slammed me up against the wall by my throat, "you know what you need" he says, "shut up" i struggle to say as he tightened his grip.
a/n:y'all got 24horurs to stop me from writing this smut otherwise skip the next chapter❤️
