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my phone dinged and a message from matteo made me roll my eyes, "i'm sorry for earlier, seeing other males around you always got me mad heated. i believe you and again i'm sorry. you and savanna wanna join us for lunch tmr?" it read. i didn't reply because a knock at the door distracted me, they were impatient as fuck because they didn't stop till i finally pulled the door open. i'm popular today.
a smile glued to my face seeing the annoying fuck in front of me, "kayden" i run to him. he opened his arms and held me tight, "little sister" he breathed into my hair.
few minutes later he pulled away, i walked him to the lounge where everyone but sav and mattia sat, yes they were still asleep.  they dapped him up blah blah blah, he kept looking around for someone and then looked at me with a frown. "where is she" he asks, oh yeah that's right.
we went upstairs and towards savs room, his jaw clenched seeing mattia in there, "what's he doing here, is his whores back in jersey boring him" kayden rolls his eyes.  "shut up" i slap his arm.
looked like sav was awake, but she stayed in her fathers arms not wanting to wake him. the way he held her was so cute, even while he was asleep he tried to protect her. i tried to pry his arms off her but he would only hold her tighter, but not tight enough to kill her just enough to keep her in his arms, this fuckface better let her go.  "mattia" i shook him and he slowly opened his beautiful eyes, i mean eyes. "can i have my daughter" i laugh and he looks down to see sav looking up at him, he smiles and lets her go. everyone stood and watched the whole thing, she came to my side and looked at the unfamiliar face infront of her, kayden went to her level and tried to talk to her. she hid behind my legs, "i'm not allowed to talk to strangers" she mumbled and he only chuckles, "i'm uncle kayden" he says, sav looks up at me for permission to talk to him and i nod. she wasted no time running into his arms, "uncle kayden" she squeals, "i love my uncles" she smiles and looks around at everyone.
she ate away at everyone's ears but they were only amused, i'm glad they didn't get annoyed at her for talking a lot.  i looked up at mattia to find he was already looking at me, i sighed and moved my head towards the door, he nodded and followed me out savs room.
it was a awkward walk downstairs, mattias eyes burnt into my back but i never frayed from my path.  "we need to talk" i say as we sat on the couch, he sat right next to me but i shifted away leaving a gap big enough to to fit a bus. "what about" he says cluelessly, "sav" i frown.
"you can visit on the weekends, if you ain't busy of course" i shrug, "yeah no the two of you are coming back to jersey" he says as if i had no say in it, but i do and i'll tell him. "not happening, we have a life here and you ain't ruining it" i point and he only rolls his eyes. "i'll drag you on that plane if i have to, you ain't staying here so i suggest you pack your things because we are leaving tomorrow" he stands and walks upstairs probably back to savs room. i let out a frustrated groan and threw the nearest thing to me, i knew it was a bad idea feeling sorry for him because now he's using that against me. now he thinks he owns me again, just watch you fuckface.

the morning came and i slept with sav, and the boys had my room.
i made sure to wake before everyone else, and started packing sav some clothes into her little suitcase, all while she slept peacefully. "here we go again" i whisper to myself, no way in hell am i going back to jersey, especially not with him.
matteo the simp said he'd pick us up after i told him lastnight that my "brothers" are making us move back to jersey.
i woke sav and surprisingly she didn't scream the house down, "mommy where are we going" she says as i sat her on my hip, i tried to take everything in one go but no way i could.
i took her down to matteos car and he had warmed the car up for her, he put her in her car seat while i snuck back upstairs to get our things.
i passed my room and pausing at it for a second, why am i doing this, i'm just gonna break them all over again. i carried on to savs room and got our things. "where are you going, amore" a deep voice came, i sighed and turnt to face mattia leaning against the door. that's just fucking great.

a/n: i'm gonna delete this whole account and every social media i have honestly

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