a/n: i'm sorry for taking so long i have no motivation and i think i'm gonna end the book after this chapter ❤️ enjoy i appreciate everyone who has read this book and i will love you forever :)
5 years later:
"dad this silly boy keeps bugging me" sav busts into the room, thank god we were dressed. i laugh at her as she rolls her eyes and throws her bag and shoes to the otherside of our room. she plants herself on the bed and mattia perks up at the word "boy".
"oh yeah what's this boys name" mattia questions, "dad i don't want to tell you, mom says your a "crazy man when it comes to boys"" she quotes trying to sound like me, and i do not sound like THAT. my eyes widened and mattia just glared at me, "this crazy man will do anything to protect his family, so if a boy is hassling my daughter at school i will deal to it" mattia scolds.
did i forget to mention i gave into mattias stupid ass a few years back, and not long after he proposed. yeah trust me i'm regretting it already, he says he's changed but he's still the same. psycho, controlling and so on, but i have to admit he's done well keeping that side of him away from sav. but i can't say i don't love him, because i do with all my heart just times like now irritates the fuck out of me. "i am not a crazy man y/n" mattias says as soon as sav steps out of the room, leaving her mess behind by the way.
"oh your not huh" i laugh sarcastically, he sends me a cold glare as he changes his shirt. "i'm not, and i'd appreciate it if you don't talk like that about me to my daughter" he scolds,
"she's my fucking daughter too and it's nothing but the truth" i say almost screaming at his annoying but sexy looking self.
"watch it" he warns with a finger pointed my way, "fuck you" i spat and tried to walk out the room. i don't even know why i bother when i know he's just gonna stop me, because he's the "aLphA" in the relationship. he pulls me back by my neck and makes me face him, "say that again" he cocks an eyebrow, "i said fuck you" i repeat each word i got closer to his face mere inches from his lips and pulled away with a smirk. he just laughs but i know he's pissed off because his grip on the back of my neck tightened, "whats with the attitude, is it because alejandros back and you think pissing me off will make it easier so you can go fuck him" mattias delusional self spits. i give up arguing so i just shrug which now that i think about it sounds like a "yes". "your sneaky you know that y/n, i'm loyal to you and only you. i never looked at another woman for 5years, maybe you'd like it if you had a taste of your own medicine" mattia taunts and pulls his phone out, i give him a confused look as i rubbed the back of my neck where he held me.
the otherside of the phone sounded like a female, she was giggling and shit and mattia looked me dead in the eyes as he talked to her. my blood boiled, i'd never cheat on him and i'd never ever look at alejandro any other way than my brother so why is he doing this to me.
i snapped out of my thoughts when i heard mattia say "yeah come over" with a smirk, i snatched the phone from him and stomped on it. "really, your really gonna bring some slut over for your daughter to see" i laugh, "your so insecure you know that right, all because you've made up a scenario in that thick skull of yours and went with it. i'll never EVER cheat on you, but look how easy it was for you to bring some whore to our home.".
silence filled the room, tears blurred my vision but i didn't let a tear slip. mattia sighed, "sorry" he mumbled, "mhm" i hum and walk to the bed, i pulled the ring off my finger placing it on the bed. i wasted no time wrapping myself in a blanket and walking out the room. "where are you going" he asks concern on his face. "to sit with OUR daughter, frees up the room for you and your little friend that'll be over real soon" i say trying to hide the obvious jealousy i feel and the urge to kill her if she walks by me. i turn and continue to walk but the blanket was pulled back, i look back to see mattia had stepped on a bit that was trailing behind me. "i'm sorry amore" then engulfed me in his arms, i smile to myself loving the soft side of him. he planted kisses all over my face and each kiss he'd apologise, my stubborn self wouldn't go so easy so i just stood still.
"come on amore, i wouldn't dare touch another woman other than you" he smirks but i continue to stand like a statue, "k" i reply and shoved him away so i can go to my daughter. i turn but he grabs hold of my hair and pulls me back into his chest, it didn't hurt much. he places his mouth inches from my ear, "put the ring back on amore, can't have anyone thinking you no longer belong to me" moments later he starts sucking on my exposed skin on my neck distracting me from him slipping the ring back on. i let out an unintentional moan and he sucked harder, i know what he's doing but like an idiot i let him.
i think we all know what happened after, mattias changing and i'm still in bed. he's rambling on about all this shit he was supposed to be doing and arguing and make up sex was not on that list. he's always caught up in this mafia shit, even kairi tried to be apart of it. mattia beat his ass and once mattia finished i had a go at him, my brother is really a dumbass for even trying.
"i have a few meetings to attend to amore, once i'm done me you and sav can go for dinner" he kisses my forehead, oh yeah and he started calling sav, sav because it's only right to.
looking at my phone i sigh, threats come every now and then but i don't take them serious because i know mattia will put his life on the line before anyone ever harms me or our child
mattias pov:
y/n really knows how to get to me, always taking that damn ring off when i piss her off, and no matter how much times i tell her she just don't seem to listen.
i know she's still talking to that matteo fuck so it was only right to bring him over, maybe i lied about the meetings. one of my men had matteo ready in the basement, and that's where i was making my way to.
"he's there, and he has quite the mouth on him" one of my men laughed, i click my tongue and walk over to matteo. he was thrashing in his seat and i only smirked.
"let me fucking go man what the fuck" he spits, "shut the fuck up" i barks and he gives up and watches me.
"i know your still talking to y/n after i specifically said not to. why the fuck are you obeying me" i narrow my eyes at the man.
he laughs, "well it was fun while it lasted i guess" his hand slips into his pocket but he struggles considering his hands are tied. pulling out a phone i glare at my men, their eyes widened.
"you didn't fucking check him" i roar and they shake like a leaf.
"you can kill me now, my job is done" matteo almost seems bored. i glare at him, "what the fuck did you do" i punch his face. but he only smirks.
"i didn't need y/n to tell me where you lot lived, because your so insecure you would have bought me here yourself . whatever happens to your family is on you man" he laughs and i become angered
running out the basement i search for y/n and sav, "amore, sav" i shout at the top of my lungs. making it to savs play room dead guards litter the floor, my heart hurts as i find her room empty. red painted the walls and her favourite toy drenched in blood. i run around shouting for them frantically. they are nowhere to be found, i drop to the ground and cry. i haven't cried in years, i had everything my wife, my daughter. i lost it all just like that.
"amore please" i whimper, i'm so broken i can't even think straight my daughter and my wife are gone, god i don't even know if they are alive. "sav, baby" i call hoping her little feet will patter on the wooden floors but they don't. it's silent, and the smell of blood fills my nostrils.
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