"who are they" jeremy asks me, they tried to introduce themselves but i cut them all off, "my brother and his friends" i say and jeremy nods, i look at mattia and his head hangs low, playing the sad card now are we.
it was awkward as hell, "ok so imma head out see you around" jeremy says and tries to kiss me, i turn so he kisses my cheek, he frowned at me "are you okay" he asks and i nod, "yeah i'm fine, goodnight" i smile and he returns a smile before leaving. what the fuck. "who is he" kairi says, "no one" i say and lead them into the hotel room. i'm suprised mattia didn't kill jeremy on the spot.
"you found us" i say sarcastically and start packing my bags as everyone watches, "are you okay" alvaro asks, "ofcourse i am" i smile, "you look annoyed" roshaun says, "no shit" i roll my eyes. "we finna go for a walk while you pack" kairi says referring to him, alejandro and the girls, "k" i say.
they left and alvaro and roshaun slowly started leaving the room,i already know how this goes. they leave mattia tries to get in my good books, then bam we together again. "it's boring we gonna go with them" alvaro says, and now it begins. i packed and mattia still sat there quiet, he scrolled through his phone not even looking my way once. "do you have my other phone" i say breaking the silence, he looks at me and shakes his head before looking back at his phone.
i finally finished packing and i plopped onto the bed waiting for everyone to get back, keep in mind mattia still hasn't said anything to me. i scroll through my phone and a message pops up from jeremy, "goodnight beautiful, i got to get in the shower not me getting sand up my ass🤦♂️" i let out a giggle and instantly silenced myself when i realised. i look over to mattia and he looked away, "so we over for real this time" mattia says, "upto you" i shrug and message jeremy back. "i mean it's up to the both of us, but if your entertaining someone else than i guess your opinion don't matter" he says, "so what, you came here to argue more because if so i can happily leave you and everyone else to play happy family" i sit up and look his way, "ain't nobody wanting to argue with you, why are you being like this" he says, "i don't know" i say, "you do know, i just wanna fix things and be here for you i don't care if you fucked journey or not anymore" mattia says, "for fuck sakes mattia, i said i didn't okay. see we'd be fine if you had just trusted me when i said i didn't do shit with anyone but now it's too late" i say and he frowns, "what you mean too late" he says, "well now i'd be lying if i said i didn't sleep with anyone" i say, he looked mad but his face softened "y/n i don't care, you could sleep with whoever you want and i'd take you back because i love you and i can't lose you. i need you y/n because without you i'm nothing, yes i get mad that your hanging out with other dudes, because your MY girlfriend" he says, "mattia i literally had sex with two dudes, you don't want me back" i say, "i don't give two fucks y/n, are you even listening to me. i need you by my side just please take me back and i promise i won't fuck it up. on god i won't." he says and i sigh, "your always saying that mattia" i say, "and i mean it, just give me a chance to prove it to you please" he says.
i hadn't replied yet, i sort of sat there and thought about it as jeremy and the borabora dude blew up my phone. 10minutes passed and i looked up at him and tears threatened to escape his eyes as he waited for an answer, "on god this is your last chance" i say and he nods his head vigorously, "k fine whatever" i roll my eyes, he rushed over to me and picked me up "yay" he says and places kisses on my cheek. he rolled his eyes as he saw the hickey on my neck, "but two people bruh" he says and i laugh, "would have been more but i ain't a whore like you" i roll my eyes, "mhm" he hums making me punch his shoulder.
everyone got back finally, "y'all are fucking dicks" i glare at them and they smile at me and mattia cuddling, "you always fold" kairi says, "well what can i say, i love him" i roll my eyes, "what about the other two" vic smirks, "blocked" i say, mattia looks at me like he's a proud dad, "let's go now, make us come all the way here to get y'all annoying asses" alvaro rolls his eyes.
we caught the next flight home.
a/n: man they never stay away from eachother for too long sorry for that
