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Virgil and Roman's DOOR was locked

Inside and Outside

Meaning he's not like himself today

Overload
Stress
Secrets
Names
Old Self
Work
Episode
Mental health
Should I go back to Ja-Deceit and Remus?

Questions
Racing

Thoughts
Racing

Doubts
Racing

Insecurity
Racing

Anxiety
Racing

Mind
Racing

His black eyeshadow started to run down his pale face, smudging a bit as teardrops fell

The room started to spin, Virgil becoming dizzy as he felt light-headed

He slowly went to the comfortable shared bed

He wrapped himself in a blanket burrito and clutched his bear as a gift from Roman. It was green and red, one button eye was missing and the fabric was a bit worn but it meant everything to Virgil

Since Roman is the other inhabitant of the room where Virgil is, he can come in even if it's locked

He sunk down after being needed at the office and wanted to spend the rest of the day with his boyfriend

{Roman}
Oh Virgil, I'm back from the-Stormy?!

Virgil tensed and covered himself with the cotton red blanket on the bed, still clutching his bear and trying to not let Roman see him like this

Roman ran over to their bed

{Roman}
Stormy, can you please look at me? I love to see your beautiful eyes and adorable freckles

He tried to undo the blankets but was unsuccessful

{Roman}
Well, time for old reliable

He picked up Virgil bridal style and pulled back the part of fabric covering the face of his love

{Roman}
Stormy, what's wrong?! Please talk to me

¥Virgil¥
Bad thoughts....bad memories...bad episodes...bad secrets...bad everything.. bad me

{Roman}
You? Bad? You're far from bad, Stormy

¥Virgil¥
How do you know that? I'm bad...I don't belong here....I did something I shouldn't have....All you see is bad....You should send me back...You should because I'm a dark side

{Roman}
All I see is the face of my beautiful boyfriend, who is loved and cared for, who has a place in my heart and our home, who doesn't get ignored by Thomas and is respected for who he is and what he does, who has survived every bad encounter with my stupid brother and the one we don't talk about, who is perfect and amazing and special every single day. I love you so much Stormy, I will always be there for you even if you aren't yourself

¥Virgil¥
Promise?

Roman kissed Virgil's forehead

{Roman}
Anywhere you go, let me go too

¥Virgil¥
Did you quote Phantom of the Opera?

{Roman}
Maybe

¥Virgil¥
Broadway nerd

{Roman}
I am a giant one, thank you very much. Let's get your eyeshadow cleaned up, it's very smudged from your crying

Virgil nodded and Roman carried them to their bathroom, setting Virgil on the counter and finding makeup wipes. The eyeshadow and foundation got removed and all Roman could see is Virgil's light freckles

Roman picked him up again and walked out of the bathroom, gently plopping Virgil on their bed. He slid in next to Virgil and wrapped his arms around him after putting a blanket over themselves

They went to sleep and Virgil took his mind off from those type of thoughts

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