Nefarious Love

Chapter 32

Chapter 32
  
Satisfy
  
 
  
Sitting on the front seat languidly, bahagyang nakanguso habang pinagmamasdan ang mahinang buhos ng ulan mula sa bintana sa aking tabi.

Nilingon ko si Samuel na tahimik na nagd-drive sa aking tabi. I rolled my eyes as I looked back to the window beside me. Nakasimangot na ngayon.

I wanted to stay in his place for tonight but he did not let me and insisted on taking me home. And just when I was about to use the heavy rain as a reason to stay, 'tsaka naman ito humina!

Not that I am being clingy or I wanted us to do it again, but it's our first time having sex. We should savor the moment and stay together longer, even just for a night, right?

But then, I couldn't say that Samuel's reasons are invalid. He didn't want the people waiting for me back home to get worried. Pero puwede din naman kasing i-text nalang sila na hindi ako makakauwi ngayon 'di ba? Bakit kasi napaka conservative nitong si Sam?!

I let out a sigh of defeat when we reached the village. Ala singko palang ng hapon nguni't dahil sa patuloy na pag-ulan simula pa kaninang umaga, madilim na ang kalangitan. Naramdaman ko ang paglingon sa'kin ni Samuel habang abala ako sa pagtanggal ng seatbelt.

He took off his seatbelt too. I lifted my eyes to him pagkatapos ng ginagawa. Agad nagtama ang paningin namin.

Sumimangot ako. "Ano?"

Samuel blinked. He slowly shook his head and smiled. Umayos ako ng upo at nag-iwas ng tingin.

I admit, I am a little embarrassed for what happened to us earlier. Pero lamang ang pagtatampo dahil hindi nasunod ang gusto kong mangyari. Binalik ko ang aking mga mata sa kaniya.

"Sam," I called.

Akmang lalabas ng sasakyan, Samuel turned back to me.

Umusog ako papalapit sa kaniya. With that small move, I quickly felt pain on my lower body. Napangiwi ako sa sakit.

Nagsalubong ang kilay ni Sam. He held my arm for support as I continued what I was doing and hugged him. I then sighed.

"Are you alright?" marahan niyang tanong.

Tumango ako at mas lalong hinigpitan ang pagkakayakap sa kaniya. I don't know if it's because of what we've done or, I really find the warmth of his body very comforting now. Huminga ako ng malalim.

"If you only let me stay in your place, we could've been like this all night," 'di ko tinago ang pagtatampo sa aking boses.

Narinig ko siyang suminghap. My cheeks heated. Okay, maybe I am being clingy because of what happened. But isn't that normal? It's my first time, of course it means a lot to me.

Kinalas ko ang pagkakayakap sa kaniya. Samuel smiled softly at me when I looked up to him. I pouted and hugged him once more. Ramdam ang lalong pag-iinit ng aking pisngi.

Gently, Sam wrapped his arm on my waist, while the other caressed the back of my head.

"Gusto ko rin 'yon, Faith. But we don't want your family here to get worried about you all night, don't we?"

Ngumuso ako. Gusto ko pa sanang mangatuwiran nguni't ano pa bang magagawa no'n kung nandito na rin kami?

In the end, I went home just like how he wanted. Pinanood ko pa ang pag-alis ng kaniyang sasakyan. Bumugtong hininga ako ng tuluyan na itong nawala sa aking paningin at pumasok na sa bahay.

"Oh, andiyan na pala siya," si Tatay Joel na tumayo sa sofa nang makita ang pagpasok ko.

Mula sa kusina, agad akong nilapitan ni Nanay Teresa. Ang pag-aalala ay nakaukit sa kaniyang mukha.