Mikey:
Well picture day was a flop. Question, why is everything in my life so stupid. It's literally so unfair. Why am I still alive. My mom's only using me for her comfort, my dad doesn't even care about me and Ash. Well he, I guess he checks up on me, but he's too busy simping over Iris. So he doesn't really have time for me. I'm not the person to want attention, but a little , "Are you okay", will hit right now. I feared death- I shouldn't say death, I should say what happens next. But at this point, all that's going on in my life, that's don't matter. That's not the problem right now. The problem is I'm the problem. I'm everyone's let down. I'm not who people want. And I don't blame them, cause I wouldn't want me either.
A little back story: I would cut myself every time someone offended me. You see the day, Paisely rejected me. I wanted to die so bad. I tried committing. I couldn't get myself to actually do it. But, I wanted too.
Now, imagine if I was to end my life, because of some dumb rejection. Think about, what I would do to not be able to get love. I couldn't hold back anymore. I was such a f*cking c*nt. And a p*ssy.
I went down into the basement, got myself a yellow, thick rope, return back to my room. In my bedroom, I hung the rope unto the ceiling fan, making a circle, which my head can go on. Turned the fan on, placed my head on the string and the rest you already know.
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Teen Fictionpure sadness and anger, happiness and regret. TW: suicide, self h4rming. (Read at your own risk) "Ever wonder why I'm always there for everyone, but no ones there for me..." Feelings through quotes. Different life stories, that make up the same mean...
