pure sadness and anger, happiness and regret.
TW: suicide, self h4rming.
(Read at your own risk)
"Ever wonder why I'm always there for everyone, but no ones there for me..."
Feelings through quotes.
Different life stories, that make up the same mean...
Ash: "Why'd you have to act like sucha dick to Mike", Iris groaned. Hm. I didn't wanna talk about that. "It just came to a point, where it's overwhelming and draining", I velvety replied. "But still, have some respect. "No.", I answered, again, firmly, crawling into bed. I was tired, mentally and physically. I got no sleep last night. I rest my eyes, all relax and ready to head into slumber. "G-goodnight, baby", I yawned, nodding to sleep.
"Oh my god, Ash look", Iris said, nibbling at her fingernails. I was too indolent to wake up. But my guts forced me to. "What ?", I was concerned. "Look", she gesticulated at her screen. Bro ? I tried to stay calm and cool. "It's fine, it's not like they know it's us". Iris had loads of questions, like I knew the answer to every single one of them. She scurried up and down, "Who even took this ?, Why does it have so many views ? The person could expose us to the entire school. They even saw my house, so it's obvious ". "It's all good trust me", I whispered in a calm, unhurried tone. I guess it was pretty pointless in saying that, since she began to panic even more. "I mean there's nothing we could do, whatever happens, happens", I suggested. She ceased and starting humming. The fawk- "Uhm- you good ?".
"You know what, Ash, I think I've had enough from you today. First, you act all selfish to your one and only friend, after he f*cking committed, then I show you the unknown tape of us, and it's just "all good", she yelled in a mock speech.
"This isn't all my fault, you don't know how Mikey acts, again you've only known him for some months, which isn't halfly enough. I know I could've treated him better, but at this moment, I feel like he's only seeking attention from people, at least that's what I think. It's so baffling, I swear. It's not everytime, someone can be there for you, constantly giving you compliments, and you ignore it. You have to be such a egocentric person to do that. I'm just done ok ? I'm leaving. You probably need some space. And I do too. My parents more than likely miss me by now. I'll talk to you tomorrow or something.", I finished , beckoning. "Now, give me a hug". I kissed her on the forehead, wrapped my arms around her and reassured her not to worry about the video.
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