I can't even explain how much I do not want to be here anymore
how much I do not want to sin anymore
how much I do not want to want to sin anymore
Lord help me not want to sin anymore
Lord I do not want to work anymore
I do not want to suffer anymore
I do not want to feel pain, or see blood, or cry tears
Anymore
I hate this body, I want a new one
this body hates me, I want a new one
Lord even while I say I that I do not want to sin I am planning my next one
even while I say I believe, I doubt
Lord I believe - help my unbelief
Lord you make me righteous - help my unrighteousness
Lord I love you - help my indifference
prone to wander,
Lord I do feel it
what a wretched man I am
take my heart Lord
take it and keep it
keep me when I won't keep myself
