Someone tell me why
Late at night
Why
I
Want to cry
Want to die
Someone please tell me
Why
I'm
Hungry, horny, heartsick
And slightly suicidal
I want new thoughts
New jots
Maybe I could replace them
With lead gun shots?
They go here
Then there
It really isn't
Fair
I know
What they say
But
Couldn't we try
Anyway?
I'm sorry I'm
Lazy, lonely, and unmotivated
I'm just trying to be innovative
I'm pretty
And creative
They're
My only skills
Love kills
Love hurts
They're flying
I hit the dirt
I want to fly
I want to die
I want to cry
God
Why can't I just be happy?
Am I my mother
Or am I me?
Who do I even want to be?
Who would miss me
Who would care?
Bad thoughts
Shouldn't share
Hard thing
Wouldn't dare
Shit
Shit shit SHIT
Why?
Why?
Why
Am I
Like
This?
