Taylor was an amazing person and girlfriend anyone could ask for a friend or more. But you were the lucky fish in the sea to be the one who she chooses to be with, not just her, but you as well.
She was your love story as you were hers.
When it comes to relationships, jealousy and loneliness must be considered and looked over if you think you can handle it. With your relationship with Taylor, it didn't occur often. In fact, it was very rare when it would occur. You were both so in love with each other, so much and the two of you had no reasons as why you shouldn't trust each other completely. When your relationship had gone viral, fans loved you as much as Taylor, and sure you got just about as much haters, you still give them your respect of not only them as an individual, but to their own opinions on the life style you and Taylor live. You give people the same answer whenever asked in public: "Love is Love" Sure it isn't easy to always have handled, like other things, it was easier said than done and thanks to Taylor, her help had made it easy to pull through and keep showing/giving your respect. The supporters and lovers had always loved to see you attending an award show as Taylor's plus one or more. You would love them right back, smiling and waving out to them. At times, it would feel strange because you had been asked quite a number of times for your autograph, and because that was all new to you, it was giving you the bit of taste of what Taylor's life was like in her point of view. Relationship terms have not been perfect, but have been quite amazing at the same time.
However, you lately have been feeling as though Taylor was changing her love for you making it more for her fans. It was as if she loved them more than she ever did you, and you were in desperate need to talk to someone about this without possibly hurting Taylor with the truth. You knew who to exactly talk to: Taylor's mother, Andrea Swift. She was your therapist in a way and you have gone to her a few times before with personal things you were afraid of going to Taylor for.
Once the opportunity had come, you took the advantage in telling Andrea about how you were feeling, not want to hurt Taylor. Andrea was not only a good listener, but she was an
very understanding individual like your girlfriend. Wha you didn't know was that as you were saying all of this, Taylor was in earshot hiding behind the slightly open door, having to heard everything and decided when she gets the chance, she would get you alone and talk it through.
It had been a while since your discussion with Andrea, but Taylor was finally getting the chance to speak to you about it; she wasted no time. Taylor could tell you were nervous after you asked her what it was she wanted to talk about, taking notice of how your breathing had picked up a little bit.
"You don't have to say anything if you don't want to, honey. I'm not going to make you do anything that makes you uncomfortable. Just listen and I'll talk." She says.
This was one of her ways of showing, and expressing her love for you, the love she has reserved for you and you only.
Taylor softly takes yours hands in hers, you return the hold of her hands as your head moves to look up and make eye contact with her beautiful blue eyes, looking deep into yours.
"I'm so sorry if I made you feel like I don't love you or for making you feel like I don't want you, (Y/N) You are truly my other half, my world." She places a hand on your cheek before she continues.
"As much as I love my fans, you hold a hell of lot more meaning to me, not to mention more
value. I'm very lucky to have picked the right fish out of the see and even more lucky to call you mine. I love you so much, (Y/N). You really have no idea how much. You are my life and you always will be."
Once you see the glimmer of tears clouding her eyes, your eyes begin to do the same, and when she's noticed that impact she made on you, she pulls you in the tight embrace of her arms. She begins to cradle you a bit and rocks you back and forth just as you find in your own words to say back to her.
"I love you too, Taylor." You say, burying your face in her neck.
"Forever and always."
"Forever and always."
