For the first time in forever, I took the bullet. I choose my self, because everyone it's a big disappointment.
For the first time in history, I stopped myself to asked for someone's to take care and love me.
Maybe it was quite weird because my world happen to be rotated around you.
But my mind, my soul, couldn't take it. I need to heal first, i have to love myself first to know and understand that I am worth to be all of this.
Instead me walking soulless around the heart of our state, I wanna make sure I'm okay. This is too big I guess. Never feel this blue and this feeling is unusual.
But still, you do you. And I have to step back, because I hurting myself by putting you first.
You're not in love with me, why am I too blind to see it coming?
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