Abusive Love

41. The Good Times

I woke up when I heard the front door shut. I could tell Jay was on something because he was stumbling up the stairs, so I went to hide in my closet. I didn't want to be there when he started to go off. Jay finally got upstairs and walked into the guest room.

"Where the fuck are you?" he said, "She's such a fucking bitch.

After that, he looked in a few other rooms. Finally, he went into his room and went to sleep. I slowly got out of the closet after a few minutes and sat on the bed. I let out a breath before creeping into Jay's room. I knew I shouldn't, but I didn't want to sleep alone tonight. I desperately wanted to remember the good times. I tried to be as quiet as possible when I climbed into the bed. 

Eventually, I got under the covers, and I felt Jay's arm sling itself over me. I hated to admit it, but at this moment, I was warm and safe.

Jay's Pov

I woke up with Simone in my bed. I remember last night she wasn't in here, so she must have come in here by herself. I smiled at the fact she was finally learning to listen. I stroked her face, and she leaned into my hand, but then I realized the way she acted yesterday. I jumped on top of her causing her to wake up. She was gonna pay.

Simone's Pov

I was in a deep sleep when all of a sudden Jay jumped on top of me. I tried to get from under him, but it didn't work. He grabbed both my wrists with one and hand and choked me with the other. He began to smile crazily and chuckling.

"You must like being punished, don't you?" he said.

"I-i'm sorry," I stuttered.

"Get and go in the bathroom, now," he said and finally got off of me.

I quickly went into the bathroom, and he followed close behind.

"Turn on the shower and get in," Jay said.

I obliged and slowly undressed.

"God, you look like a cow," he sneered, "You should be ashamed.

I didn't say anything, but I winced at his statement. I was so busy getting in the shower, I didn't even notice Jay was already undressed.

"Wash me," Jay said and eyed the loofah and soap.

I walked towards the loofah and poured some soap onto it. My hands were shaking furiously, but I managed to not drop anything. I didn't make eye contact and began washing his neck and shoulders. I could feel him looking at me, but I ignored it. Once I got to his lower stomach, I skipped to his legs, but he grabbed my hair and pulled me back up. 

"My whole body," he demanded.

B-but," I tried to speak, but couldn't.

"Do it!" he yelled, causing me to flinch.

I began to wash "it," causing him to groan.I didn't make eye contact and just focused on finishing. Eventually, I did his whole body and got my loofah to wash myself.

TW WARNING R3PE

 I turned around until I felt wet hands on my boobs and something poking my back. I moved away, but of course, that didn't work. I tried to keep washing, but he quickly forced himself into me, causing me to yelp. I attempted to grab the glass wall, but I couldn't find my grip. 

"This is your fault," he moaned out.

"You shouldn't have touched me like that you wanted this," he said.

My tears mixed with the water, and I waited for it to be over. Finally, I felt that familiar warm liquid fill me up, and Jay pulled out. He didn't say anything else after that. Jay just started washing his hair. I finished as quickly as I could and got out. 

TW OVER

"There's an outfit for you in my closet," Jay said.

I wrapped a towel around my body and went into Jay's closet quickly. I saw a white dress and immediately realized what it was for. I slowly grabbed it and went into the guest room to put it on...

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