Abusive Love

50. Welcome (Unedited)

Jays POV

God, what the fuck is wrong with me? I didn't think Deshawn's bitch ass would actually try anything. He's always been a wimp. I can't believe my baby had to kill someone. She wasn't supposed to be a part of this life. I never wanted her to have to do some shit like that, and the whole time I'm getting my dick sucked by some random bitch like an idiot.

I'm driving home as fast as I can. I have to be there when my son's born. I started to grip the steering wheel even harder when I realized that bitch ass would be there for my son's birth, or at least his body would be there. I know I'm thinking crazy, but I can't help it. I just hope I get there in time...

Simone's POV

I was trying to push, but it just hurt so bad. I had no one to help, and I was covered in blood. All I could think of was what my life was supposed to be like. What did I ever do to deserve this? Gathering up all my strength, I began crawling away from the body. I realized the first thing my baby would ever smell was death. At this point, I'm bawling my eyes out and screaming for help. Just as I'm about to give up, Jay runs into the house.

He runs and grabs me in his arms and starts to walk out of the house, but I stop him.

"We won't make it in time, you're gonna have to do it!" I say between cries.

I don't ever wanna get pregnant again. I was in pure agony.

"Fuck!" Jay yelled in frustration before carrying me upstairs away from the body.

Jay laid me down on the bed and ran into the bathroom. I began to cry even more. I didn't want to be alone right now.

"Jay!" I screamed out.

He came rushing out of the bathroom with a bunch of wet towels. Jay began wiping the blood off of me. Of course, he couldn't get it all off, but I didn't care at the moment. This is one of the only moments I've seen worried and out of control. Jay looked so... human. I opened my legs like I had read in my pregnancy looks and started to push. Jay rested his hands on my knees and looked at me for instructions.

"Just get it out!" I yelled.

Jay nodded his head and began telling me to push.

30 minutes later 

"I can see the head keep going!" Jay said excitedly.

I felt like I was gonna pass out from the pain, but I had to be awake to see my baby. The thought of my baby's face was the only thing that was keeping me going.

"Push one more time, I can see the shoulders," Jay said.

I took a deep breath and pushed as hard as I could. Then the most beautiful sound filled the room. I could hear him crying. He was healthy and alive. Jay had him in his arms, not wanting to let go, but he finally gave him to me. 

He was perfect. I held him as close as I could in awe. His little hand wrapped tightly around my finger and squeezed. Jay silently laid next to us and stroked our baby's face.

"I love you," Jay whispered in my ear.

Maybe I was just happy because of the moment, but I whispered, "I love you too."

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Two updates in one dayyy, he's finally here!!