Abusive Love

47. Friend or Foe? (Unedited)

"While you were down there, I set up the nursery," Jay said. 

I wanted to get excited, but I knew anything could set Jay off. He was incredibly unstable. If you couldn't already tell, so I just smiled and nodded. After walking up two steps, I couldn't move. Jay didn't seem to notice and was already five steps ahead of me before I said something.

"Jay," I said, causing Jay to turn around, "Can you help me, please?""I'm sorry I wasn't paying attention," Jay said.

Jay rarely said sorry, so it caused me to put my guard up even more. Eventually, we got upstairs, and Jay led me to the nursery, the door was already open, so I walked in. The room was beautiful, and my eyes started to tear up.

(I couldn't find any cute black and white nurseries so this is what y'all get lol)

The pregnancy emotions were really starting to get to me. I went to the crib and began imagining my little boy inside it.  I can't wait to meet you baby. (Name suggestions?)

1 week later

I'm due in one day, can you believe it? Jay has been treating me like a queen. I'm talking foot massages all the time, anything I want he gets. I don't ask for much cause I don't want to change his obedience. I've been so uncomfortable lately, and Jay has been pushing for a home birth. I wish he would have asked earlier, but of course, I was in the goddamn basement. Anyways I definitely don't want that. 

Life was going pretty good until I started to feel this really uncomfortable feeling in my stomach. As soon as it came, it was gone, so I just kept watching tv. Jay was taking care of business and wasn't gonna be home until tonight. As I was thinking of Jay, that pain came again, but it was a little more intense. I bent over and tried to remember what I had eaten earlier. Food poisoning?Just like last time, the pain was gone. I was starting to get worried and began to text Jay.

Simone- Jay, my stomach keeps hurting. When are you coming home?

Jay- Not for another few hours. I can come there, but it's gonna make me super behind

Simone- No, I don't want to interrupt. 

Jay- Good

Simone- I'm gonna take a bath. 

Jay- Ok, I'm busy talk later

He was always busy. The rare times he's home are great, but it's only like once a week. Sometimes I think Jay's still cheating on me. Maybe it's pregnancy paranoia, but my intuition says different. I've never found lipstick, and his shirt doesn't smell like perfume. In other words, he's too sneaky for me. I try not to think about it. Now I'm all worked up, so I turn on the bath and climb in. The pain keeps coming back, but it's tolerable. I don't want to interrupt Jay. He's probably working really hard.

Jay POV- (Consensual Sexual Scenes)

This thick bitch was grinding on me as if I was interested. She looked like a fucking silicone monstrosity. I was on my phone texting Simone when that chick started sucking on my neck. She knew who I was, probably thought I would keep her on the side. I don't do side chicks, that's disloyal as fuck. 

I don't consider what I do to be cheating. I mean, it's a new girl every time. It's not like I develop an attachment to these bitches. I only love Simone. I just can't help myself, Simone looks like a fucking seal, and she never wants to do anything. I'm always thinking of Simone, that shit gets on my nerves. Anyways, I own this club, so all the strippers wanna fuck. I come in here ever once and while to bust a nut, but they're just not like Simone. Again with Simone. 

I quickly unbuckled my pants, and the bitch immediately dropped to her knees. So obedient. I grabbed her weave and pushed her down until I could see tears. She was gobbling that shit like she was fucking dick feen. I couldn't help myself and started to imagine Simone bobbing her pretty head up and down. Up and down. Fuck. I can't even get some head without thinking about her. Suddenly though, I got pissed off. I would never let Simone go to a place like this. I started imagining Simone fucking other dudes, even though I know she hasn't, and I almost ripped that bitches head off. I pushed her off of me and got up quick. My dick wasn't even hard anymore. I can't keep doing this. I gotta go home. 

Simone POV

The bath really was relaxing me. I started to drift off when I heard footsteps up the stairs. I checked my phone and texted Jay.

Simone- You didn't have to come home early, but that's really sweet of you <3

Jay- What are you talking about?

My heart dropped. I know I heard footsteps. Was I going crazy? No, something was wrong. I could feel it. I quickly wrapped my robe around me and walked out of the bathroom. I tried to stay silent jus incase it was like Michael Myers of some shit. I peeked out the bedroom door and saw...

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Thanks for being so patient with me guys, my life has been HECTIC. I'm also working on another chapter right now, it's gonna be pretty dark.