23. Uninterested

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-boy, congratulations!" she responded.

"Good," Jay said and went to sit back down.

Usually, I would be upset, but the only thing that mattered at that moment was my baby. I knew I wanted a girl, but I couldn't be happier.                                                                                                                  

Dr. Amina wiped off the gel and told me I was good to go. She handed me the ultrasound pictures, and I thanked her before leaving. I didn't bother waiting for Jay, I was to busy looking at the ultrasound pictures. I got to the car and waited until Jay caught up. He came speed walking out and unlocked the car. I got in and he began driving.

"Aren't you excited, you haven't said anything about the baby," I asked.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                

"Yeah, I'm happy it's a boy," Jay said still keeping his eyes on the road.                                                                                                                                                                                                       

"Is that all your happy about, what if it was a girl?" I asked in an annoyed tone.                                                                                                                                                                                                         

"If it was a girl, you don't wanna know what I would have done," Jay said in a malicious tone.                                                                                                                                                                                                                 

I shivered and looked out the window until we got home. I got out of the car as soon as it stopped. I wasn't sure if it was just my hormones, but I was pissed Jay wasn't making a big deal out of this. I shouldn't even be having a baby this young, and he has the nerve to not even care. I'm practically throwing away my teenage years for him!                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                              

I typed in the pin for the door and immediately went into my room. I slammed my door shut and went into my closet to change into a large shirt. I heard the front door close and Jay coming upstairs. I locked my door and continued to look for a specific shirt. I heard the doorknob wiggle but I didn't  go to unlock it.

"Open the door," Jay said.                                                                                                                                                                                                            

I ignored him and started to take off my outfit. I couldn't be bothered to take a shower right now, I was too tired. I heard the doorknob wiggle again, but this time it was a little more urgent. I put my phone on the charger and got in bed while Jay screamed profanities at the door.                                                                                                                                                                                                

"Open the fucking door!" Jay yelled.

I got comfortable and finally turned off my light. I knew I was gonna regret this tomorrow, but I was just too tired to care.     

"I'm trying to go to sleep!" I screamed, "Stop banging on the door!"                                                                                                                                                                                                       

The banging stopped finally, but all of sudden my door made a cracking sound. I couldn't believe he was trying to break down the door. I knew I was gonna get my ass beat, but I just rolled over and tried to go to sleep. The door made a cracking sound, and I knew he would only have to hit it one more time before he broke it completely.                                                                                                                                                                                                   

"You got one more chance," Jay said while panting.

I groaned and got up from my bed. I wanted to keep the door closed, but I had another life to worry about now. I unlocked the door and slowly opened it, but Jay ended up swinging the door open anyways. I went to sit back down, and so did he. 

"What the fuck is wrong with you!" he screamed in my ear causing me to flinch. 

"Can you not do this tonight, I'm really tired from the baby," I whispered.

Jay didn't say anything else, and left the room. I eventually went to sleep and dreamt about my son.

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