Abusive Love

36. Collared

"I didn't give you permission to leave my side," he growled in my ear. 

I said nothing. I just stood there shaking. Jay walked up the stairs, and I followed with my head down. He went into his room, but I paused at the door. 

"You're not a very good listener, are you?" he said while taking off his tie.

 "C-can I go to my old room?" I whispered, even though I already knew the answer.

Jay didn't respond. He just got up and grabbed my arm. He didn't squeeze too hard, but it was enough to make me whimper. We walked to his bed, where I saw a metal chain and collar that was attached to the bedpost. My dream suddenly came back to me, and I immediately knew the chain was mine.

"Since the last time I let you leave, you didn't come back. I have to be more careful," Jay said while motioning for me to get onto the bed.

 The collar clicked around my neck, and he attached a bulky lock onto it. I said nothing, just rubbed my stomach.

"I'll give you some clothes to change into later, now you'll be by me all the time," he said while taking off his clothes. 

TRIGGER WARNING SEXUAL ASSAULT

 "You don't know how much I've missed you," he said, "Take off your clothes and turn around."

I paused for a second, but I would rather have him have sex with me than hurt my baby. I slowly took off my uniform while he watched with hungry eyes before turning around and getting on all fours. I felt him get on the bed, but he didn't enter. 

"I'm the only one you've ever been with, right?" he asked.

"Yeah, you are," I responded, hoping he would just get it over with.

Suddenly he flipped me over and slapped me. Hard. I scrambled to the top of the bed and covered myself with the cover. He started crawling towards me.

"Don't lie to me fucking slut," he almost yelled.

"I'm not! I swear," I said in a scared tone.

He yanked the covers off of me and grabbed my ankles, causing me to shriek. He quickly forced himself inside me, which only made me scream even more. He roughly went in and out while harshly grabbing my face. I whimpered, but he didn't seem to notice.

"Fuckkk, you feel so good," he said through moans.

 I couldn't do anything but sit there and wait for it to be over. Jay let go of my neck and flipped me around. 

"Get on all fours," he said in an impatient tone.

I got into position. I felt so disgusted when Jay rammed back into me while grabbing my hair. I yelped when he began to pull my scalp even harder, but again he didn't notice. I felt a warm liquid go into me, and Jay collapsed next to me. I laid on my side, away from him. I slowly moved away so he would get out of me, but he pulled me back, shoving himself even further inside.

 SCENE OVER

I began to cry and realize how fucked I was. 

"Shut up and go to sleep," Jay mumbled before going back to sleep.

 I tried to stay awake for as long as I could, but I eventually succumbed to sleep. I woke up when Jay finally pulled out and unlocked my collar. 

"I'll let you take a shower in the other room, but I expect you to be back in here before I get out," he said while in the bathroom doorway.

 I nodded my head and speed-walked to the guest room. All of my stuff was still there, but everything was thrown around. I imagined Jay in here throwing things in a fit of rage when he saw I was gone. I got into the shower and made sure to only gently scrub my neck since it was already getting raw. I got out pretty quick since I knew Jay would intentionally take a short shower.

 I lotioned my body and went to get some clothes from my old dresser. It was tipped over, so I had to pick it back up, but I eventually found an oversized shirt and some pajama shorts. I also got some fuzzy socks and put my hair in a bun. I took a deep breath and went back into Jay's room.

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