Abusive Love

45. The Room (Unedited)

Jay threw me to the floor and left before I could get up. I began to cry. 

How could he?

 I couldn't even walk, and now I was trapped in a dark room. I crawled over to the two blankets and covered myself with them. I could still feel the cold through them, but it was better than nothing. 

I looked around a little and realized there was a help button, it read, "Push this if you need me, but if you make me come down there for no reason I'll punch you in the stomach." I shuddered at the thought of losing my baby. 

I decided to just go to sleep since there wasn't anything else to do. I miss my old life.

I suddenly woke up to the sound of a hand hitting the mirror. I rubbed my eyes and soon realized Jay had brought another girl here. I guess this was my punishment for calling him a punk, and despite how much I hated him, tears still began to fall from my eyes. I eventually heard her let out a nasally moan before falling out dramatically on the bed. I turned my eyes away and wiped my face. I can't believe he would cheat right in front of me. The girl began to shout when Jay got all her stuff and kicked her out, but I still kept my eyes on the wall. I just wanted to go back to sleep and forget about all of this. 

The girl had finally left, and I assumed Jay went back upstairs, so it was finally quiet again. I began to drift back to sleep when the door opened. I pretended to not notice and continued to look at the wall.

"Do you really hate me?" Jay slurred.

I didn't respond and curled into the blankets even more.

"Fucking answer me!" he yelled.

I heard Jay run at me and causing me to scream, but he choked me before I got too loud. My eyes watered as I looked at his face.

"Tell me you love me!" he screamed at me, but all I could do was let out a gurgle.

"Oh," was all he said before removing his hand from my throat.

I began to cough, but of course, he didn't care.

"Tell me you love me," he said in a menacing tone.

I couldn't even look at him, let alone say I love him.

"Say it or I'll punch you in your fucking stomach," he said, raising his voice a little bit.

"I-I love you, please dont hurt him," I whispered out.

"See? That wasn't hard at all," he said while laying down next to me.

He pulled my body into his and buried his face in my neck. I didn't respond.

"I love you," Jay said.

I just closed my eyes and tried to go to sleep, but Jay started to kiss my neck.

"You still smell like her," I said while moving away from him.

"Shut the fuck up," Jay said after pulling me back towards him.

Jay kept kissing my neck and eventually started grinding his body against mine.

SEXUAL ASSAULT WARNING

"Jay stop, haven't you done enough?" I whimpered.

"Shut up and take it." he grunted out before forcing himself inside of me.

I screamed before Jay covered my mouth while thrusting in and out. I could barely see because of my tears, and it hurt so bad. He was being more aggressive than usual, and I could feel the bruises starting to form. I closed my eyes and tried to imagine anything but this, finally, my mind began to drift. 

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