Sometimes the word 'love' is just too big of a word for some people to say. Like a drug, it carries a host of side effects, emotions like heartache, delirium, jealousy, anger, pain, depression and devastation. And unlike drugs, it doesn't come with a warning label. It's a bit like drinking an unlabelled bottle you found in the medicine cupboard and waiting to see what happens next. So yeah, sometimes the word 'love' is too big of a word for some people to say. Because the bottle they found gave them so many side effects that they are much too afraid to ever truly try it again.
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You're like a drug. I'm addicted. I get withdrawls from not speaking to you. When I'm with you it's the greatest feeling in the world. I've been 1 month clean but I'm constantly getting urges. You made me happy. But you're not good for me. I've wasted money on you. My friends and family disapprove of you. But you're the only thing that makes the pain go away. You make life bearable. I wish I could be with you forever. Now your gone but I still crave that feeling. It's such a rush. You're my drug.
