You are not the way you define yourself.
I see this absolutely stunning woman. A soul filled with kindness and beauty. You smell like home and drive me crazy. I love your curves and the way you make me feel calm. I want to apologize for hurting you. I want to apologize for not expressing my feelings the way I should have when I should have. I want to apologize for not being a better man. The kind of man you deserve. I am sorry for every tear you've cried because of me. I am ashamed of the level of immaturity and mind games I once played. I didn't mean to hurt you. But I did, huh? Pretty bad. And I want you to know, I am so deeply sorry.
You are stronger than you think. And you will heal. And your heart will love again. And i hope next time you open up that beautiful soul...you will love someone who is better than me. I just couldn't give you what you needed. I couldn't be the man you expected. I couldn't be Prince Charming. But just know that you are and will always be the one that got away. And I will always wish I could've been that for you.
I hope these are the words you have been searching for. Because you deserve them. Each an every one.
I love you,
