„You and me, I promise"--JJ Maybank (IMAGINES)

In coma Pt.4

"SHUT THE FUCK UP JADON! What the fuck are you talking about? And what about you? Were you once there? Have you looked after her once?
DID YOU ONCE NOT ONLY OPEN YOUR FUCKING MOUTH AND TALK SHIT, BUT ALSO GO THERE? HUH?! You love her, don't you? At least that's what you wanted me to think. And if you did, you wouldn't be standing here right now instigating a fight, you'd be with her. But she doesn't deserve you man" yells Jj.

Jj breathes in and out deeply. Tears begin to well up in his eyes.

"You have no idea, man. I go to see her every day. I hope every fucking day she opens her eyes. I hate myself more and more every day. SHE WAS EVERYTHING TO ME, OKAY? She was everything to me. And I know she's gonna make it. She's the strongest person I know. But still, it's fucking hard. It fucking sucks getting people's pity every day and getting questions all the time about how she's doing. I love her. And it hurts. So go away and shut the fuck up about things like that. Watch what you say to people next time." Jj says tearfully and turns around.

"Okay.. Don't cry directly. She was a fucking junkie. It's her own fault she's in this situation" says Rafe from behind.

When Jj hears this he can't take it anymore. He turns around and spits in Rafe's face. He hits him hard.

"WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?! IT'S HER FAULT?! WHAT THE... YOU DID THIS TO HER. SHE HAD BEEN CLEAN FOR 2 YEARS. and you still give her shit drugs. even though you know she can't handle it."

"Aren't you worried? Worried about her? After all, she used to be your girlfriend too. But that's right you only treated her like dirt in the end. A person like that can't care if something happens to her" Jj says and really walks away this time.

He walks away from the people with tears running down his face. The pogues run after him.

"Guys will you give me a minute with him? Go ahead, we're coming now" says JohnB and the others start walking towards the chateau.

"Jj. I know you. I know how much you love her. How much she means to you. Why do you act like you don't care? Why do you live your life like she doesn't exist? And I don't blame you,jj,really. I know you don't and that you care. But tell me," says JohnB as he stops and looks Jj in the eye.

"JohnB I... man... I don't know... also I mean I do know... but.... Shit, I just want to distract myself. I want to distract myself from the thought of losing her. But I don't want to live my life while she suffers. That's why I pretend everything is fine. I don't want people coming up and asking me how I am. I'm not the type who likes to show my feelings... you know that. And I never will be..." says Jj, sobbing.

"I know Jj. But you know you can let your feelings out. It feels good" says JohnB back

"I know... that's what I'm doing. With her. I go to her every day and let my feelings out. She was always, with you, the only one I could do that with." Says Jj.

"I know, man. I promise I'll always be there for you. I'm sure she is gonna make it. She's so strong. She can do it" says JohnB

"I know but... I'm so fucking scared of losing her. I couldn't do any of this without her. And the doctors won't tell me anything." Says Jj, crying.

"Bro... you can do it. And she can do it. We'll all stick together and get through this. Okay?" He says and you go back to the chateau.

But the situation is not getting any better... In the meantime, it has already been 4 months. Four months without you. Most people have given up hope. But Jj hasn't. He believes in you. In your strength. And he still goes to see you every day. Every.single.day.

It's morning and Jj just got a call from the hospital.

"Hello, Mr. Maybank are you there?" Says the doctor