𝐁𝐔𝐋𝐋𝐘'𝐒 𝐁𝐑𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑 | ᴶᴼˢᴴ ᴿᴵᶜᴴᴬᴿᴰˢ

𝟎𝟑𝟖|𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐑𝐓𝐘 - 𝐄𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓

3 september 2019
REALITY

i took my sweet time driving to our so called spot. i get lost in my thoughts a lot while driving, you know. its can be peaceful and give you some time to yourself.

i started thinking if i were to get back with vinnie, would it be a good idea. i feel like maybe i could forgive him, but not get back with him. i'll leave the decision making for after i hear him out. but if i were to get back with him i feel like it would be a little toxic. he made a mistake, not me. i don't want to be in a toxic relationship....although they can be hot. eh no why am i like this.

i pulled up in a parking lot about 2 minutes away from the woods  since there really wasn't any parking spaces there. i got out of my car and was walking through they woods. it was a bit creepy, but its alright. i soon make it the view and saw a figure sitting down on a rock looking down. i could tell it was vinnie. i quietly made my way to the rock and sat next to him, but leaving a bit of distance in between us. i accidentally stepped on a stick so it made vinnie look up, finally noticing me.

"oh, hey. you came" he says in a slight whisper.

"i did, you have ten minutes. tops" i say.

"look you know i ever meant to hurt you an—" he says.

"then why'd you do it" i say interrupting him.

"i didn't know what i- i was doing. i regret everything. i regret even going to the stupid fucking party in the first place. if i knew going to the party would make me loose the person i care about the most, then i wouldn't have gone. you don't have to believe that because i know i wouldn't if i were you but i just want you to know that i do care, i really do. hell i would kill myself if i knew it would let me re think my choices. " she says.

"well there's no going back now" i say in a whisper.

"i know i know, and i deserve this. i deserve every bit of this. you didn't deserve to be treated like this. i never meant to treat you like this. you deserve someone so much better than me. i knew you had a bad past yet i went and did the same. i know you don't like showing your emotions, but i know you're mad at me. i want you to show me that. show me how much of a fucked up guy i am." he says.

"why" i say.

"what" he says.

"why nessa" i say.

"nessa? oh... i didn't know it was her. i really didn't. if i knew it was her this wouldn't have happened. i don't remember completely but i do remember that night, she was forcing herself on me and i- i remember saying no but she kept saying it was you and i wasn't in the right state of mind so i believed her. my friend- he kept giving me drinks and at that point i was wasted. and then i guess olivia or someone recorded it," he says.

when he said friend, it caught my attention. the day i was going to the ice - cream shop, that guys was trying to stops me. he accused me of cheating. was that guy... the same guy vinnies talking about.

"who's your friend" i ask.

"dyl" he says.

"who?" i say.

"dylan, you know he's a guys on the baseball team" he says.

wasn't that what the guy said was his name. if i remember correctly it was. yeah, it was.

"oh" i say.

"you know him?" he asks.

"wel— no" i say.

after i said that it was complete silence besides a couple chirps from birds. as i sat there i realized some things. it was finally making sense. well kind of. nessa and olivia probably got dylan to "team" up with them. dylan knew vinnie was going to the party so he purposely made vinnie get drunk so nessa could set him up. then she forced herself on him and olivia recorded it to make him seem guilty. i see what they're doing.

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author speaks

bye- i'm so bad at posting but today's the 2 month mark of me publishing this story
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