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𝟎𝟏𝟖|𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐄𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐄𝐄𝐍

29 august 2019
REALITY

the next morning i woke up and was still kinda pissed. i felt like i should go talk to one of them in person, but again today was my last day before school started. i would already be seeing them everyday for the next 36 weeks or so. i wanted to back the best out of the past week but from the looks of it, it wasn't gonna get any good. i didn't feel like getting ready or anything today and i had no one to impress so i just didn't. i basically stayed in bed all day until milo came into my room.

"what are you doinggg" he says and plops on bed and on top of me.
"nothing get off of me" i said and pushed him of the bed.
"owh, what the fuck" he said once on the hard floor of my room.
"oppsies" i say, sarcastically.
"you know we have school tomorrow and you're just staying in bed all day" he says and gets up.
"well that's tomorrow and i can worry about that later" i say still on my phone.
"highschool" he says with a sigh and then lays on my bed.
"i forgot you were coming this year" i say, finally getting off my phone and bringing my attention to talking to him.
"yup" he says. "i'm kinda nervous" he says.
"why, don't be. its not that scary" i say.
"well with what i've heard is your experience, i don't wanna be treated like you are" he says.
"trust me you won't, you're not on bad terms with anyone, so they can't really do anything" i say with a reassuring smile.
"yeah, but you never know" he says.
"trust me i do know, don't be so worried. you'll have fun minus all the grouchy teachers" i say.
"yeah hopefully" he says.
"hey you're only a freshman, you should be exited about the next four years. it'll go by super fast, so don't spend it the wrong way" i say.
"yeah, i get why we're siblings. both worry to much" he says and we both laugh.
"thats true" i say. "although i feel like sage is different."
"you can say that" he says. "she never was worried cause i guess she never saw a bad experience before hand."
"yeah, kinda like me though" i say. "i never saw a bad experience with highschool, but then you see how it turned out" i let out a chuckle.
"ay, you're a mix of both of us" he says..
"yeah and the forgotten middle child" i say.
"hey we don't forget you and neither does mom or dad.." he says.
"eh i don't know about that.." i say.
"what's one example of when we forgot you" he says, sitting up.
"remember that one time when, we were going out to dinner and you guys LEFT ME HERE" i say.
"NO THAT DOSEN'T COUNT we thought you went out with someone" he says.
"you could've made sure before leaving across the city" i say.
"whatever that was one time, plus we brought you food" he says.
"AFTER FINDING OUT THAT YOU LEFT ME HERE" i say.
"shut up, at least we didn't fly somewhere without you like in home alone" he says and shrugs.
"oh i would've been so mad and disappointed" i say. "like there are three children and you had to forget one."
"yeah, yeah" he says and then gets a text message. "well I'm gonna go see ya later" and then walks out of my room.
"wait where you goin" i yell.
"just gonna go hangout with some friends" he yells back.
"ok" i say.

i mean that killed an hour but i guess i have nothing to do now, until i came up with the idea of going to mary's diner. i wanted to go there because i could talk to her. very since we were little she always told us, that as long as she's alive we can always go to her to talk. i made it there and went inside.

"welcome! oh hey y/n" i heard her say.
"hi mary" i say with a soft smile.
"what brings you here today, can i get you anything to eat" she says.
"a juice will be fine thank you" i say and sit down at the counter stools.
"ok let me make that for you" she says and starts blending be a juice. she knows what i like so i didn't have to tell her every time. she makes it and then gives it to me.
"here you go, anything else?" she says with a smile.
"no i'm good, but i did want to talk to you about something" i say.
"well thats why i'm here, plus running this place. these guys would probably mess it all up if i wasn't here" she whispers to me and lets out a quiet laugh.
"yeah i wanted to talk to some one about some things and thought you would be perfect to talk to" i say kinda looking down.
"what happened dear?" she asks.
"well you see there's these people and i don't want to sound soft but like they've been lying about be to people and i'm sick of it" i say.
"what do you mean by lying" she says.
"bulling?" i say.
"oh...how long has this been going on?" she asks.
"years, i don't even know" i say.
"have you told your parents?" Sh essays.
"no, i don't think that's needed, but I'm just sick of it and i don't know how to say something" i say.
"well school starts tomorrow, right?" she says and i nod. "well maybe talk to them nicely and ask them to stop. if that doesn't go well then maybe get a counselor" she says.
"yeah maybe, you know i think i'm gonna go home. its getting late. i'll see you later. thank you" i say and stand up.
"ok dear, tell me how everything goes and sleep well tonight. you have a big day tomorrow" she says.
"i will thank you! have a good night bye" i say and walk out.
"bye" she says.

on the way back home I decided to stop by at this cliff area we have in my town. the view there is breath taking. i would always come here to clear my mind, but I guess I never had the time to come anymore. i spent some time there and got to watch the sunset. it was beautiful. once the sun fully sets decided that it was probably time to get going back home. i wasn't hungry from the juice i had earlier so i went to bed once i got home. tomorrow would be a good day.

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author speaks

first day of school tomorrow 👍🏼
speaking of school i hate it
i got one B and my 100% turned into a 95%
smh 🤦🏽‍♀️

thank you for reading 🤍🖤