𝐁𝐔𝐋𝐋𝐘'𝐒 𝐁𝐑𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑 | ᴶᴼˢᴴ ᴿᴵᶜᴴᴬᴿᴰˢ

𝟎𝟕𝟐|𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐒𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐘 - 𝐓𝐖𝐎

22 september 2019
REALITY

Y/N'S POV:

previously:

"oh... am i interrupting something?" we both pull away and open our eyes to see a familiar individual in front of us. a soft gasp leaves my lips when i realize who it is.

the second my eyes are met with this certain person i feel my heart drops. i didn't know what to say and luckily josh was able to speak before i said anything stupid.

"nope, i- i was just giving y/n her birthday present, i'll be on my way now. i'll see you later y/n" he says and is just about to leave but fails to do so.

"nah wait, i thought we were bros josh" vinnie says.

"vinni-" i start.

"no let me talk to josh real quick" vinnie says.

"vinnie we both know that ended a long time ago" josh says.

"yeah, both of our relationships did, but that didn't mean you have to go behind my back like that" vinnie says.

"vinnie he didn't do anything wrong" i say.

"there's a lot you don't know about this guy y/n" vinnie says.

"vinni-" josh starts.

"-you broke fucking bro code as it is, but the shit you said to me and broke after that is fucking hilarious" vinnie says "how would you like if i went around dating nessa right now?" he adds.

"vinnie what are you talki-" i say.

"this guy here can't fucking stay in his own lane" vinnie says.

"dude-" josh starts.

"nah don't even" he says frustrated. about what though?

"vinnie!" i finally say.

"what y/n" he says looking over at me.

"i don't know what shit goes on between you guys, but you can't get mad at josh. we were broken up and have been for a while" i say.

"you don't know what he told me; he can't go around dating people just for nothing" vinnie says.

"we're not even fucking dating dude!" josh says.

"doesn't matter!" vinnie says.

"vinnie can you leave." i say sternly for the first time in my life.

i'd never raised my voice at vinnie because i simply didn't need to. but- but right now, he was being too much. he was acting overly mad for something that was none of his business. i wasn't an object so even whatever they...dealt?... with couldn't apply to me.

"wha-what?"he says.

"leave. i didn't ask for you to come here and make a scene for no reason" i say.

"bu-" he starts.

"no. leave." i say.

at this point there was nothing for him to say to redeem himself. he turns around and starts walking off of my yard into his car, but stops himself and turns around. he walks back to my porch leaves the bag he was carrying and mumbles 'happy birthday' and then walks away.

we watch him get into to his car and start it. he looks back one more time, shakes his head and then drives away. i stand there for a second before sitting down on the porch, putting my head in my hands, and mumbling 'what the fuck'.

"i'm sorry" josh says.

"what for" i say bringing my head out of my hands.

"i- i shouldn't have done anything. i think its probably best fro me to go" he says.

"it-" i start, but he's already got.

i didn't know what the fuck was going on. one second i was happy the next second we see vinnie and he ranges on josh. for what though? did they make some kind of deal? over me?? i'm hoping the heck not. this whole situation was weird, so i guess i'll just move on from it.

i go back inside and bring both the box and the bag with me. i bring them up to my room and set them on my bed. i sit down against my head board and bury myself in my thoughts. i sit there and then my curiousness overcomes me. vinnie came to give me something, but then i guess he didn't really get to.

i scoot towards the end of the bed where i had left the present and grab the gift bag that he had left. there was some tissue paper on top so i removed that first. i look into the bag and see a small box. i pull it out of the bag and open it. the first thing i see is a piece of paper. i unfold it and see that it was a letter from him. i read the letter. it was not what i expected at all.

hey y/n.

happy birthday! i actually am writing this note around 2 weeks before your birthday. i still don't know if i'm going to give you it or not, but if you're seeing this than i guess i grew the balls to do so. let me start with this. i've known you for what seems like forever and i've grown attached to you. i said it. its been on my chest ever since we broke up and i didn't know how to tell you. ever since i think the 6th grade i've had a crush on you. all through middle school we got closer and that only allowed what my little crush was, grow into something so much more. i was lucky enough that you allowed me to date you in high school. it had been so long and i couldn't keep it inside me anymore. i asked you to be my girlfriend and you said yes. let me tell you the past couple of years, i've been the happiest guy on earth. everything was going well until this incident. i get it, it was my fault that our relationship ended in the first place. you had every right to be mad at me and dump me. you did nothing wrong, and i totally deserve everything. during the time we've been broken up i've realized a lot of things. i messed up...really bad. not only did i loose my girlfriend, but also my best friend. yeah, we were in a relationship, but it felt so much more than that. we helped each other through everything. now, you're probably wondering why i'm even writing you this letter. i want to talk. we haven't spoken in forever and i was hoping that you'd be down to maybe sit down and talk some things out. we both know that i'm not over you, so i wondering if you'd give us another shot. call me, letting me know.

i love you,

vinnie

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