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𝟎𝟓𝟑|𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐅𝐈𝐅𝐓𝐘 - 𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐄𝐄

6 september 2019
REALITY

today i woke up and it was monday. i totally forgot that we had school today. i guess going to that party last night wasn't the best idea.

i had to talk to josh today though. i didn't want it to seem like i didn't like him. well not in that way i think, but i don't want him to think I'm childish. It was very so wrong to run out on him and he didn't deserve it. i decided i would just text him because who knows where he would be throughout the school day. we didn't have any classes together and i don't know his schedule, so rather disturbing him, i would just make it easier.

TEXT MESSAGES
josh

y/n
hi

josh
hey

y/n
look i'm so sorry i ran out yesterday

y/n
it was so wrong of me

josh
you're good

y/n
no actually though

y/n
i'm genuinely sorry and i just wanted to talk

josh
y/n its fine

josh
above all i shouldn't of said anything with so much going on right now

y/n
no no i'm glad you told me

josh
you are?

y/n
yeah i guess

y/n
it kinda gives me something to think about besides school and drama

josh
true

josh
yeah i see that

y/n
yeah...

josh
did you want to talk about it?

josh
i mean we don't have to

josh
we can just ignore that i said or done anything if it makes you uncomfortable

y/n
no its ok

y/n
so

josh
so

y/n

i'm just gonna ask hopefully you don't hate me

josh
why would i hate you?

y/n
idk

y/n
isn't it obvious

josh
no

josh
i don't see any reason to hate you

y/n
eh

josh
no really don't believe those things

y/n
ur nice but we're getting off topic

josh
oh right...

y/n
i'll start

y/n
it was wrong of me to run out like that. there was a lot going on right now and i didn't know how to react. don't get me wrong, your a really nice guy, but we both just got out of relationships. i feel we need to take some time to our selves before getting involved. i would talk to you about this in perosn, but looking at the mess we're in i don't wanna risk someone else hearing and making it something it isn't.

josh
its ok you're right

josh
i don't know what i was thinking. the drink i had was probably kicking in and i shouldn't have said anything. we can just ignore and pretend that nothing ever happened.

y/n
you know we dont have to forget..

y/n
i don't mind just i think its not the time

y/n
yk?

josh
ok

josh
then lets go with that

josh
i just thought you would be uncomfortable with it and not talk to me anymore

y/n
never

josh
ok ok

josh
so we good?

y/n
yeah

y/n
if u think that too tho

josh
yeah

josh
yeah i think we're good

y/n
ok...

josh
you know we've improved a lot

y/n
what do you mean?

josh
from the first time we spoke to now

josh
i feel like we've gotten closer

y/n
you can say that

josh
yeah

y/n
mhm

y/n
well i got to go get ready for school now

y/n
you comin?

josh
ye

josh
i'll see you there

y/n
ok cya

josh
bye

REALITY

no so bad after all..

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