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𝟎𝟐𝟗|𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐓𝐖𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐘 - 𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐄

2 september 2019
REALITY

i told josh i'd meet him at the ice cream shop today. i was planning on going there and then going to emma's after school. i was gonna show him the video and then from there i don't know what will happen. my intention isn't to break them up and be a problem, but after what nessa did to my relationship i don't really care. i forgot to respond to vinnie yesterday because i fell asleep watching criminal minds. i was gonna respond once i got ready for school. i wasn't gonna go to school looking like a drag. it'll just show people that i was weak and that's not true. to be honest i wasn't a very emotional person. i cried once about the whole situation and after that i didn't waste my tears.

TEXT MESSAGES
vincent hacker

vincent hacker
baby
what you saw in the video wasn't supposed to happen
we can talk this out
please
i was drunk
i can't loose you
please respond

y/n
it wasn't supposed to happen or i wasn't supposed to see that
don't baby me
you know i don't like cheaters
and you did exactly so

vincent hacker
it wasn't supposed to happen
i was drunk and was in a bad state of mind
i forgot that you weren't there. i thought that was you
i wasn't thinking right

y/n
that's what they all say
"oh i was drunk, not thinking right"
i'm not gonna fall for that bullshit

vincent hacker
it was a mistake
please we can talk about this in person
we're strong we'll get though this

y/n
no
if there's something you need to tell me than tell me now
i never thought you were like this
i was wrong

vincent hacker
we've know each other for so long
please y/n
i regret everything
we'll talk this though
i promise

y/n
stop

vincent hacker
baby
i'm coming over
please
i promise
i love you..

REALITY

bullshit. complete bullshit. i wasn't gonna sulk over him. i've been cheate- oh i forgot, i've been cheated and lead on multiple times in my past. vinnie knew that. i never had a good relationship until vinnie. well i guess it wasn't a good one after all. they all say they were drunk. he clearly knew that i wasn't there, so why would he even think that. it was lies. all lies. i was gonna go on with my day though. i had stuff to do.

i walked into the school. i could feel eyes on me. everyone probably knew knowing nessa's act. she probably made up a lie or something and released the video. i knew people were gonna laugh. make it seem like i did something wrong in our relationship that made vinnie cheat. it was called cheating right? he didn't push her off so yeah, it was called cheating. i walked to my locker and grabbed my stuff for gym. that morning i ran like there was nothing blocking me. i took out my anger while running. throughout the day people laughed. and i let them. during lunch time i sat with the group. they didn't talk much. i felt bad. they were being like that because of me. i didn't see vinnie all day either

after school i quickly packed up me was gonna head to the ice - cream shop. i wasn't gonna spend much time there so i just wanted to get it over with. i was nervous for some reason. would he think that i was lying. no, why was i nervous. he always made me nervous for some reason. i was making my way to the shop when this guy stoped me.

"hey" he said but i just ignored him.
"hello, i'm talking to you" he said, i ignored him again and kept talking until he stood directly in front of me.
"get out of my way headass" i say.
"mm she talks" he says.
"i do, now move" i say.
"nah, what'd you do to make vinnie cheat" he says "must've been a horrible girlfriend, huh?"
"the fuck, i did nothing and it's none of your business" i say.
"ah ah ah, you know i know vinnie i could tall to him and see what he says" the guys says.
"who even are you, and stop wasting my time i have places to be" i say.
"i'm dylan, vinnie's friend. he and i are pretty close, surprised my name dosen't ring a bell" he says.
"i don't know you get away" i say and start waking in the opposite direction.
"fine! i'll let ya get away this time" he says.

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