𝐁𝐔𝐋𝐋𝐘'𝐒 𝐁𝐑𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑 | ᴶᴼˢᴴ ᴿᴵᶜᴴᴬᴿᴰˢ

𝟎𝟕𝟑|𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐒𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐘 - 𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐄𝐄

22 september 2019
REALITY

Y/N'S POV:

just as i finished reading the note i could tell what he wanted. i didn't know what to do. one-second vinnie and i are together. the next we're broken up.

then over the course of a couple of weeks, josh and i start seeing each other. my birthday comes and then he sees us two... you know?... sharing a kiss. he gets mad for whatever reason and then leaves this gift. i open it and now i don't know what to do.

i knew for a fact that i liked josh and he knew that, so i shouldn't have to worry about that. the real worry was how i'm supposed to tell vinnie.

when vinnie and i broke up we agreed that it would be best just to stay friends, but now he's asking for another chance. i don't think i can though...

we were together for a while and he had my trust very strongly. i didn't ever suspect anything or bring anything onto him. i thought we were very open with our relationship, but after nessa decided to ruin it, i wouldn't say that i had those same thoughts about him.

i had to talk to him, but i'd decided not to do it today. i already had so much shit in my head, so i could save this for another day.

• • •

for the next hour, i sat in bed scrolling through my phone, thanking all the people who were wishing me a happy birthday. its honestly so fucking amusing how all of a sudden, on this one day, its like everyone cares about me. i don't think half of these people have talked to me in years, but it is what it is. i was still very thankful.

soon i get a text from emma asking if i was dressed and ready for the day. i was, so i told her that exactly. she told me that she was coming in half an hour so we could take some pictures and then she had a surprise.

knowing emma, i was confused. emma was not one for surprises because there is a 99.99% chance she would expose herself. i'm surprised that if she even planned anything, she didn't already tell me. it kind of explains for her rushing me around all day yesterday.

• • •

the time went by as i continued to scroll through my phone. next thing i know is emma walking through the door and yelling 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY BITCH.' yeah... i was confused regarding many things. first all, how did she even get into my house? also... i don't remember telling her the address, even though she's been over multiple times. hm. i guess i must've told her at some point. not that it matters anymore.

"what an entrance," i say to emma.

"you know i had to... just kidding. it's you're big day, we're gonna make this all about you" she says.

"oh god," i say, then looking back at my phone.

"y/n," she says sternly.

"hmm," i say paying no attention to her.

"c'mon, you're not staying in bed all day," she says.

"don't see a rule that says i'm not allowed to," i say.

"well i just did," she says.

"no, that doesn't count," i say.

"yes it does, now come on i didn't make you get all dressed up for nothing," she says.

"well you kinda did... i have nothing to do," i say.

"we have plenty to do," she says.

"fine," i say.

i finally agree to go take some pictures. if i think about it now, i haven't really posted on instagram in a hot minute. plus emma was right, i didn't get dressed up for nothing.

"where are you going?" i ask emma when i see her walking to her car.

"to take pictures...?" she says in a 'duh' tone.

"but i thought we were just gonna take them here," i say.

"no, i have something set up," she says.

"alright i guess," i say.

we drive over to this hotspot in our town. many people came here to take pictures and all that, but i guess we never got the time to. or at least i didn't. there weren't many people here, so it was nice. there was this cute wall full of plants, so decided to take some pictures there.

after our miniature photoshoot, emma said we had to get going. she seemed in quite a rush which was unexplainable, but it's whatever. she kept looking at her phone, which was odd. i didn't question her.

it was taking quite a while to get to where ever we were going, so i just posted on instagram for time being.

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