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𝟎𝟓𝟖|𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐅𝐈𝐅𝐓𝐘 - 𝐄𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓

19 september 2019
REALITY

time skip: two weeks

over the past two weeks a lot has happened.

some good some... i don't know how to explain it... i guess mutual.

to start of on good terms, josh and i have hung out many times. normally we would just see each other at school and then occasionally outside of school, but we've grown closer. we tend to make plans and go out a lot more often. it's a good thing i guess; a sign that i was doing something right if he would keep on coming back.

by this point i would think that he would want to run away, but i guess not. i'm happy that we've gotten closer and i think our relationship will on get better from here.

vinnie and i have also gotten better.

and before you say i'm hoe-ing around: 'talking' to two guys at once; i'm not.

vinnie and i decided that it was probably best for us to stay friends for now on. the time we spent together was special and i'm happy that i had the privilege to be with him, but i'm also happy that we can part ways and continue to be happy on our own. with him graduating and possibly moving out to california, i don't think we could work out. he's going to be doing great things in the future and i'm happy for him.

we also agreed on being friends because that was a bond we had since we were little, so it would suck to throw it all away. we hang out sometimes and it's not as awkward as it was at first.

i think it's safe to say we both moved on. i don't know about him, but i still love him and always will. weather we're together or not i wish him the world.

now about josh.... i say we've developed an interesting bond. i was still skeptical at first, but i had my reasons and he understood that. i could tell he was a bit hurt when we had that conversation and i felt bad about it but i wanted to be open to him. if we we're gonna continue to be friends then we have to trust each other and be a bit open about our feelings.

now for the 'mutual' feeling.

it's moving time.

my parents decided that since the new house was ready and that our current house got sold rather fast, we could just move in.

it was definitely a lot for me cause i had never done something like this. when i had to pack i was a bit sad, but i grew to be exited.

there was a lot happening in my life, so i decided to be positive and think of it as a new chapter.

nessa and olivia eventually got over the whole thing too.

they still definitely hated me for whatever reason, but i didn't mind. i wasn't going to be friends with either of them anytime soon, so as long as we stay in our own lanes i'm fine with their antics.

occasionally i'll see nessa roll her eyes at me if i'm hanging out with josh, but i just brush it off.

it's life. things change and we just have to adapt to them.

i still don't think nessas over josh, but that's none of my business. i think josh is though.

•••

currently there were about seven people walking around my house moving boxes in and out of my house.

it was quite chaotic.

my parents were going back and forth between the two houses making sure that the movers were doing their job right. sage was out with some friends and milo was playing video games with a neighbor, leaving me alone. well i wasn't technically alone, but i really had nothing to do. i was chilling in my room until my parents told me to get out so the movers could take all my boxes.

at this point i was annoyed.

yes, i know this is how moving works, but i hated the process.

i ended up going to the new house to start unpacking once all my boxes were moved.

oh i forgot to mention, my birthday is in two days and this is how i'm spending it; unpacking.

oh how fun!

just kidding.

lowkey sucked, but oh well. mom said that if we could get everything at least moved then i could invite some friends over, but i don't think any of them wanted to come over while it was looking like this.

•••

"y/n" my mom called from downstairs.

"coming one second" i yelled back.

•••

"yes" i said walking into the kitchen to see my my mom.

"i just made some cookies , how bout' you put them in these tins and give them to the neighbors" she says.

"me?" i ask.

"yeah, i think you need a break from unpacking. you look like you're going crazy" she says.

"that's true" i mumbled to myself.

"yeah sure, these tins?" i ask pointing to some sitting on the counter.

"yeah, put as many as you can in there and then go introduce yourself to them. i heard there's some kids your age in that house" she says.

"okay" i say.

i package the two tins filled with cookies and then grab some shoes to wear. i looked down at what i was wearing: sweats and a crop top. the neighbors are probably going to think i'm some weirdo, but it's whatever i guess.

i go to the house left of our new one and knock on the door. a lovely elderly couple lived at the house. i introduced myself to them and then i went to the other house. my mom said these people had kids my age, so i guess we'll see.

i knocked on the door and a lady answered the door.

"hi my family and i just moved in next door, so i just wanted to introduce myself and i brought you these" i say giving her the tin of cookies.

"oh how nice, thank you. i'm patricia, i didn't catch what you name was" she says.

"sorry i'm y/n" i say.

"that's a beautiful name, here come in and let me call my kids. i'm sure you'll be great friends" she says.

i stay at the front door while she went to call her kids. soon enough i see some people come down.

"y/n?" i hear a familiar voice say.

i lift my head up to see...

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